Not sure how it’s going to go down, I’m hoping she’s suprised and touched. But who knows how it will go. Not sure what to expect, nothing I suppose. I don’t expect us to get back together now, but I’m still thinking why wouldn’t she want to meet when I suggested it? I’m hoping it’s because she still has feelings for me and meeting would make her realise that she might have made a mistake. Or maybe not!
@mj dreams like those suck right! Id like to think she wouldn’t mention it to him!! That would be seriously cruel.
@gingerone I’m sure she will be surprised. It’s best to send it with no expectations, then if you do get something back its a bonus. I do think she couldn’t meet you because she still had feelings
@kd1988 I really hope so.
So how are u doing? Bar the dream, I hate having dreams about my ex. They feel so real.
@gingerone
I’m ok I suppose. I just feel at the moment that my ex is literally on my mind all the time!
He messaged me again today. I didn’t reply straight away. At work I could smell his aftershave coz his letter is in my bag and I couldn’t work out where it was coming from, and I told him and he replied “awww you little cutie 
x” just trying not to read into anything but it’s so hard!
Mixed emotions for u then, stay strong. I’m sure you’ll get what u want in the long run. Keep positive
I’m hoping my hard work and personal development will help me in the long run, if not to get my girl back but to improve myself as a whole. I put my letter in the post earlier after my training camp class. So it’s now a weighting game. I’m not sure how it will go. I still need to meet up with her to finilse our bills but I’ve been putting it off. I said I would contact her this week but I might leave it another week or two and see what happens with the letter. What do u think?
Very mixed emotions. I just don’t know what anything means anymore, or if I’m just hanging onto something that isn’t there. I’m convinced he’s got feelings still and is scared of meeting me coz he won’t be able to pretend they aren’t there. Out of sight out of mind. But I think he’s just being stubborn? I dunno 
I think wait until she has the letter and responds to that in whatever way she chooses to do so. Be it a letter back or a text. And then go from there
I think your right, it’s easier to block feelings out than try and face them. From what you’ve said I’m also sure he has feelings for u. Try and stay strong. Things will work out for u I have no doubt.
Just want him to act on those feelings and not block them out lol
Hopefully he will soon realise and act. At least your in contact. I’m sure you will find out soon. I hope it’s good news
I’m just hoping for more contact and see what happens. Hopefully this letter will help and she might open up a bit more. After we meet up I might have a better opinion on what’s going on with her. Either way I will stay strong.
I’ve actually felt worse being in contact. Reminds me how much I love him a and how much I miss him. It’s so hard. I really think he’s being stubborn.
Yeah stay strong. We’ll all stay strong together
I think I dreamt of her again today? Hahaha I’m not so sure about what I’m doing anymore
I’m gonna call her and ask her out later!
@mj I know what you mean. My head is all over the place. I had a very weird conversation with my mum last night. She says she hasn’t messaged my ex yet, but was like u just need to forget him and move on. And wouldn’t really talk about him. She looked real shifty. So now I think she knows something she’s not telling me!!
Are you! That’s brave!!
Hmmm if she sounds like she doesnt want you to get back, there’s probably a good reason???
I just called but she didnt pick 
Ok so she called me back and said she had something on so another day then…
Yeah but I don’t know what? Makes me wonder if they have had a chat. I dunno.
At least she called back though!
Hmmm at least it’s easier to talk to your mom and ask about it!
Now idk if i should follow up and call her again or wait…
She wouldn’t talk about it though. She’s on holiday at the moment. I dunno, Id like to think she would tell me!
I think you should wait and send your letter out!
Yeah… right now I’ll work on the letter… and hope for the best…
@Mj yes do that. You could always leave it a week and then try and call again to meet up. But in the mean time I would focus on getting your letter sent out.
I’ve just read the 5-step plan again. Made me feel a little better. Just needed a bit more focus and reassurance!