Yes yes haha I feel the same way too
If only I can find another girl for me to love and start a whole new relationship with LOL
@Mj So basically what he said was how I was his best friend, and how the past 6 months of his life have been different but at the end of it all I was still his best friend. How whenever he sees me, my smile, my everything, it makes him so happy. How he has to let me go because he is holding me back from having so much. How he hopes he can catch me one day before its too late because at the end of the day he still loves me.
I told him we will meet in person and talk like he wanted to. I’m not sure really what to do. You know?
You’re like stuck between being his gf and best friend…
I think I’ll be so miserable knowing we could be so much more compared to being just friends. I guess you have to talk to him to let him know your stand
We talked a little more and he really feels that this needs to be done. That this is going to upset him and that he doesn’t want to say “goodbye” he wants to say “see you later”. We agreed to meet up and talk more about this.
We both agree on the situation. We both love each other but we are so young and trying to figure ourselves out. It is a very hard situation, but this will be my first step into NC after we meet. I am nervous about this and I don’t know what to do.
But its great that things are progressing between you two!
@Mj Do you think things are progressing?
It sounds like things are getting better, its just the decision making part you have to work on now
@Mj So what do I do if we decide to not talk for a while? I mean I don’t know if I treat this like NC during and after or what! All I know is I want to do the right thing that will insure we get back together.
Yes, I have decided, that if the future offers that opportunity, I would like to take it!
So now you have decided to get back with him? But in the future right?
I’d say not try to be clingy (dont keep texting when he doesnt reply etc)
I think I’ve always wanted him back for the future… Just blinded buy here and now feelings…
I will let you know how everything goes…
How’s your letter?
At least you know you have his heart!
I havent got time to finish it, but I was thinking about asking her out this weekend and then pass the letter to her at the end of the day. What do you think?
Yeah but what if I lose it? Now I gotta go through that. But I definitely feel better about the situation. I’ll definitely need your help though.
And yes, as long as you don’t let your true feelings get in the way!
I’ll talk to you whenever I can hahaha
Missing her a lot this week 
But I’m starting to work out!
@Mj I don’t know how to feel right now! Like what I should do!
Its okay to miss her… I understand completely… Do you mean work out work out or work things out?
I saw him a little tonight and he acted like we never broke up. I could see the love in his eyes. How should I act around him when we get together and talk about leaving?
I mean like exercise!
I guess just be your usual self, and when the time comes just have a talk again like what you did previously.
@Mj I don’t know if I should be my happy go lucky self or distant. I don’t know if I should cry or hold it in. I don’t know anything!
That’s awesome that you work out though!
Try to appear happy, Ellie. Being distant might push him away again!
He wants to meet on Thursday night, but I get out of class at 7. That’s when we are going to talk about things and say goodbye for now. But I was going to ask him if we could switch the goodbye to the another day because we will only have like 2 hours and that really isn’t enough time for us to enjoy ourselves and talk. Do you think that would be okay? If it is okay, how should I bring it up?
I think dont mention anything about it first, enjoy yourself!