But she did forgive me once… Or kind of, during the summer vacation… I thought I didn’t deserve her so I treated her like shit so she could move on… And now I regret it, and want her back No contact has been 1 day for now… Have you read my other threads? that will give you a greater picture of the situation…
Cassie, you have my e-mail could we rather talk on e-mails?
Also I would like to add stop doing those things like drinking and partying in those ways, lol, also don’t cheat on her ever again, as you can see what im going through, lol, its not worth it at all, especially when you really love someone so much, that you are willing to do anything for them. :-/
@aamls
I’ve stopped drinking, and I will never in my life drink again… And I’m not partying, honestly I’m not the party guy. I’ve been to almost 5 party’s my entire life, drank alcohol 3 times in my life. I’m really old fashion, once I love someone, my whole heart is with them and no one else… But I made a mistake drinking that 3d time, I regret it so much that I got physically ill and ended up on the hospital…
oh wow, I’m glad that you stopped those things, seems like she has a good guy next to her and you a good lady next to you. 
you have a great amount of chance at getting her back, follow no contact and do the plan, also what Cassie has told you. as you can see she has really great advise. your doing great, keep doing what your doing.
@aamls
Thank you! I’m honestly trying my best. I’ve been unactive on almost every social media today, and it actually didn’t feel bad at all. She has been really unactive today too. It was a hard day today, but I managed it… Hope tomorrow gets better, think I should sleep now. Got school tomorrow and I can’t stay home again…
no problem, that’s why were all here for. yes theres ups and downs. take it one day at a time. your doing good. keep up the good work.
did you get the rr?
Yep, we can talk on email. Let me know when you’re on here and i’ll do the 10minutemail to get the email.
I just got home
@aamls what’s rr?
I don’t really get her intentions anymore… I seriously think that she’s trying to move on… And I’m starting to lose hope… Why won’t she contact me after I wrote her that letter? It was 8 pages long… God…
Don’t loose hope! She needs time to think… maybe she’s trying to move on, but she won’t. She’ll start missing you so just give it some time. I know it’s hard but be patient!
I don’t want her to move on, I don’t even want her to think that way… I really HATE being on the side-line waiting. I almost just want to tell her what she wants, a break, a break up and move on or what… We could still be together and I could give her time on her own, but knowing we can break up at any moment or not knowing wherever we’ve broken up or not messes up my mind… Is she testing me??
I felt exactly like that for 3 weeks. My ex kept telling me he wasnt sure… Your girlfriend is doing the same now and the best thing you can do is stay calm and not do anything crazy. I wish i’d acted different and given him space, so give her space. She’ll let you know when she’s ready
Well tell me one thing… Why does she need time to think? Why should she think if she wants to be with me or not? She’s listening to songs like
“Colbie cailat - try”
“Marina and the diamonds - Primadonna”
“charli xcx - you - HA HA HA”
Favoriting this on her twitter THE SAME DAY I GAVE HER THE LETTER… :
My mind is about to blow up…
I honestly have a feeling that she’s talking to someone else… Honestly… I JUST FUCKING HATE THIS! I know that she’s talking with someone else, my mind tells me so, so does my heart
Has anyone actually gotten their ex back by any of these steps? Only thing I can read is negativity. All I can think of is negative… I need some help guys… Please… More advices
@ clear rr is relationship rewind. I just finished my letter and my hand is cramping. ugh lol now im going to translate it to let @Cassie read it. hang in there its a tough road ahead but you got this, i’ve felt the same way with my husband as well so what your feeling is most likely normal. hang in there and continue no contact.
to know what she really wants to see have space time for herself. im guessing, she may also be testing you.