Well she finally replied!
At least being fed up will help you keep to NC!
Was it a good reply?
Ha yeah I guess!
She says she doesn’t mind meeting me after she gets back from her trip, which is like 2 weeks later
That’s good though right? Are you gonna send the letter in the meantime?
kinda? but hope it not too long til its too late 
I think it’s a positive thing 
Now I’m not sure if sending the letter before she flies or after she returns will be a better idea.
Hmm it’s a tricky one. Deep down how do you feel? Are you itching to send it to her or backing off? Will she even get it anyway if she is away?
Well I really want to tell her how I feel. If its a positive outcome then all’s good.
but if its a not so positive outcome, then we probably wont meet after she returns.
That is tricky. Maybe wait until you meet and then give her the letter in person?
Yeah I think so too. So hard to decide!
I think you will feel better if you met with her and then gave it to her. But then you will also feel better once it’s sent lol. So tough. Have a little think about it.
Its just that 2 more weeks will be a long time!
Yeah! But if you send it now, will she even get it before two weeks time if she is away?
If I do it before she leaves, I’ll probably put it in the post myself LOL since the weekend is coming
Maybe you should just do it then, get it out the way lol
I’ll have to think really clearly first!
Yeah definitely!
Can I ask your advise on something? @Mj
Go ahead!