@KD give him a few days!
@Gingerone Glad that he’s ok. I think you could?
@Mj Great! Send it!
@Gingerone Stay focused on your dad. There are more important things in life, and he is one of them. I hope everything works out for your family!
You think so too ellie??? I’ll pass her personally!
@Gingerone glad your Dad is ok. As ellie said, more important things than an ex when it comes to family! Focus on that for now and then see how you feel in a few days if you want to reach out to her.
@ellie96 how are you doing?
@Mj I do! However I think you need to incorporate “maybe friends some day”. Because that gives her the the impression that youre leaving and it’ll change her attitude.
@KD I am doing fine right now! I’m kind of just waiting for something bad to happen… Lol…
Ye so am I. I put up a motivational quote up on my Instagram saying I was on the right track getting fit and healthy after the news about my dad. Thinking she might see it and txt but nothing. I was going to txt her to tell her but thought best not too especially after no reply about the letter.
How would be best to bring it up in convo when I see her then?
@ellie96 what’s the latest girl? Haha I know that feeling!!
@KD Well last night I dropped him off lunch at work and he was thankful. We texted it and joked the rest of the night. Today we plan on going to lunch together in like an hour. I’m not sure at what point we are at. I’m waiting for him to say “we need to stop this” but I can tell he is getting attached. It is definitely confusing.
@Gingerone Just bring it up casually next time you see her! Don’t go out of your way to contact her and tell her about it.
@ellie96 it’s a good thing I think. You were so prepared for the goodbye that it’s just kind of fallen back into place 
Wow ellie haha if only you wanted him back then you would have succeeded already!
@KD I agree, but at the same time I feel I have to keep my guard up 100%. I just don’t see how it went from complete shit, to my letter, to us becoming close again, to him saying we have to say goodbye for now, and to us right now. Its all so weird.
ellie i should incoporate the ‘friends’ part even though we are friends now?
@Mj If that’s what you want!
Hey guys, today I’ve had an exam application for the university, I just got back home.
@Mj: Your letter is really touching and sincere! I think it’s really great! the only thing I advice you is that you should mention more about the improvements you made, and as some here already said you should make it sound more like you’re willing to move on.
@KD1988: I think he’s still confused and that’s way he’s acting like that, I think he’s suddenly changed his behavior because he did realize that he still loves you, but on the other hand trying to push you aside because he knows that he can’t control his feelings, and that makes him really confused and cold like that. you should do NC again for a while to see how things are going.
Yesterday he wished me luck on my exams and encouraged me that I can do it, but today he didn’t even ask how it went! this is so irritating! some of my friends asked me if we got back together because they couldn’t believe he will comment on my posts like that, he’s acting really weird, I just can’t figure him out, I guess only time will tell.
@oshi Noted thanks!
Hope your application goes well! I’m sure your relationship with him will get better as time goes by
@Oshi Just let him be and don’t go out of your way to give him attention. Trust me. He will keep sending mixed signals until he is willing to give you real signals.
@Mj: Thanks! I’m sure your letter will get to her heart, and I’m sure your relationship with her will get better as well, I wish you the best of luck!
@ellie96: You’re right, thank you! It’s just that sometimes I’m just thinking to much about it and keep analyzing his behavior.
Hey @oishi and the others, how are you today?
@Oshi thanks for your opinion. I agree somewhat, I am just trying not to think about it too much :)
@Mj not doing too bad today. Did my first NC day again as I’m starting from scratch lol. But feel a lot calmer about it all! How are you doing?