Please read, all advice will be taken on board!!

Totally agree with you mate. I have been at your stage, then drifted back. I do know I have some flaws and thats what I am working on. I can identify why we broke up and can understand how she must of been feeling. But yes annoyed that she could not be strong enough to try.

So all i can do is ensure what mistakes I made in the past I wont make again regardless of who with.

Just saying that while I am accepting the situation i would be open (in time) to talk things out with her to see what we BOTH want. Its not that I am pining or holding on to the past. Its just losing everything made me realise i was taking her for granted and that she made me happy, even though I acted as if she did not