Its sick :S emotional rollercoaster indeed
Haha Yep. Mine will change in minutes and back again just as quickly. I gotta keep myself really busy over the next month so I’m not thinking of my ex all the time!
Yeah that’s exactly how I’d describe it… Luckily the ups and downs are smoothing out a bit at last but still, oof!
Hear hear! Emotional merry go round I am! 
KD is right though, don’t make any big decisions, I know 15 days feels like forever but you will feel different in another 15! Your half way there… The pain won’t go away but it will change and you will learn to deal with it differently… And yes different people, male or female, deal with things so differently! They say around a month they hit the realisation stage and that’s when theyll miss you the most, which is why you’ve gotta stick to NC even if it’s hard!
My mum said to me today that I’m probably beginning to go down again because I have been planning on speaking to him and Iv been putting it off and thinking about it to much! She says once iv done it I will feel better! We’ll see about that one! x
Yeah DEFINITELY don’t make any big decisions… When I got to day 12 I decided that I REALLY wanted to get a tattoo lol… So glad I didn’t because now I’m thinking more clearly… I would have regretted it so badly.
Haha @annakis I wanted the word ‘always’ tattooed on me coz that was our song and we used to say it to each other all the time… I soon realised that I would just look like a walking tampon advert 
so that quickly put me off…
Hahahaha yeaaaah maybe not the best idea 
Yes you’re right I think I need to learn to be patient which I have just adviced you guys ahah funny me deep sigh
When you feel your getting impatient sit and read quotes on Google… It’ll make you feel better! It does me… Just however your feeling, search quotes about it on images! There are loads I have found in the last 5 weeks! Mine has been the caterpillar butterfly one…
“Just when the caterpillar thought the world was ending, it turned into a butterfly” I take a lot of solace in that maybe you can too! Or find your own special one x
Guess what, thats what I was just now doing reading quotes I used to read sometime ago. And that quote I came across with a few days back, beautiful… xx
That is a really nice quote… Maybe I should get it tattooed…
ahaha !!
Love that quote @pineappleblue
I’m at the one month mark today actually, doesn’t seem to be missing me lol. But then we have been in contact. So one month from today… lol
I love quotes. I’m always looking for new ones! And songs with good lyrics. I’ve been listening to sia- elastic heart, not an emotional song but the lyrics are good!
For example. This part of the song I keep repeating…
Well, I’ve got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade—it might be too sharp
I’m like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won’t see me fall apart
'Cause I’ve
got an elastic heart
Just resognates with me lol
How is everyone this morning?
Woken up looking and feeling shocking after a full day of upset yesterday!
Oh well… Time to pick ourselves up and Carry on eh?
Can’t risk looking like this when and if he’ll meet me haha!
Absolutely! I’m the same as you! Just drumming it into my head that it will do me and him good for no contact. And if I love him then I’ve gotta let him go for a little while. Think he needs to sort his head out as much as I do, and if it’s still the same answer then I know I tried my hardest!
I’m also feeling the same, and lazy.
@Malinda yep me too and I am at work 
I didn’t sleep very well last night at all. I couldn’t sleep and then when I did sleep I just had bad dreams. I really need to move past this, it isn’t good for me and for my head. I need to stop thinking about him, and things I loved, and think about the fact he left me when I needed him the most and he doesn’t want to be with me. I must stop now!
I hear you that really sucks they are not there when you need them the most, its sad but you have to be strong for yourself and I guess maybe you are also not feeling good because of you didnt sleep well it affects the emotions. If he sends any message next time don’t let it get you upset try to control your emotions