Thank you for checking in. I am doing ok… I know I have to let go because my brain tells me to pursue the relationship is a horrible idea. I have been working pretty hard on realizing again that I am a good person. Sure, I have issues but I am willing to recognize them and work on them. I think the other half in this equation is not as willing. So I am doing my best to forget about him and just work in me. Not so easy some days, but I am getting there.
The important part for me to remember is that his lack of remorse and disregard for my feelings are not a reflection on my character.