Feeling so low today:(
He didnt contact me after that! 
maybe you could call back and ask if it was an emergency. If not, you could tell him that you want to have your own space and resume NC
But that would amount to break the nc?
If it was an emergency he could just leave a text.
He now knows i wont talk to him.
I feel terrible because he aint doing anything to make it work. He isnāt even realising what he has done. I wonder if he would ever realise that.
@divjun heāll realize. Right now his mind is dominating. Patience
@divjun I guess thatās why would should go through NC to see things clearer.
I am trying my best to go through NC. I always find myself thinking about him. I am doing everuthing to make myself feel good but its getting difficult. Why cant he just realise he made a mistake and he was doing wrong to me. Its day 9 of Nc and i get dreams of him texting me or calling me. I wake up and check my phone and there was nothing.
I hope everything would be alrighg soon:(
Same with me. My HEAD knows to stick to NC but my heart says otherwise. Everything reminds me of her and I keep dreaming of her too.
I want to continue nc by heart and mind both. My only wish is for him to realise what he did. He has changed alot. I tried to do everything what i could but he always had a problem with me.
I will break nc only when he ll come to his senses and see what he has lost.
If he loved me truely then it will happen one day someday:/
I just cant wait for that day!!
Yes, i am checking it now:)
We can only jope for the best. At the same time Iāve reconciled with the fact that me might never ever get back together. Hurts but Itās the reality I have to face.
Its hard to accept that fact.
I feel positive that one day we ll get back together. Idk why but i feel positive about this. Is it bad?
i dont think feeling positive is a bad thing. Well we all come here looking to get back with our ex so positivity would be a good driving force to help you get there. My pessimist side tends to get hold of me and i worry about a lot of things soooooooo it makes it hard for me to stick with this program hahaha
I too get pessimist sometimes and i guess its completely normal.
Thats why it is important to focus on ourselves and stop thinking about them.
We all know itās easier said then done 
Yesā¦ all the best for future and i hope everything goes well for everyone here and they get their exās back.
That would such a happy ending hahaha
Haha i know.
Just got a call from himā¦
Didnt pick it though
Well at least you know he is still thinking of you
OK, I think he was scared and now he is confused and donāt know what he wants. Maybe he enjoy spending time with you and for me he is acting like he cares what happens with you. And I guess he will soon realize what he needs to do if he wants to be with you. Just have some faith. Meantime try to be happy. Go out with friends, to go a bar or somethingā¦ just have fun. Try not to think of him. I know itās hard. I canāt always do this, but I am trying. And I feel better than before - you will too.
Hope everyone here will get back together with their exās
I am trying to be happy and not to remember anything about him.
I think he is just calling me for the sake of formality. If he really wanted to talk or cared about me, he could just leave a text about what he is feeling. He knows i am upset and wont pick his call. He didnāt even say sorry to me for huting me so much. He even ruined my birthday!!
I dont think he wants to be with me nor he enjoys spending time with me.
We met 2 montgs ago for the last time and broke up in February only. If he enjoyed spending time he would have talked to me more or met me in person. He didnāt give me enough time and love which i needed from the past couple of weeks!