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HI GUYS
2015 is fast approaching. I’ve been so bisy to even notice that Christmas is just 3days ahead. I wish us all a good and content life for 2015. Before 2014 ends let us try to leave what must be left in 2014. As much as possible forget the pain, hurt and resentment towards our exes. We don’t want to bring the bad vibes to the New Year.
I love you all. Wish we live close to each other!
Yess raed, hahaha. I wish we all live closer and lift up our glass together for the better 2015! Where are you living anyway? I live in Indonesia. Sooooo far away from you guys seems like lol.
We need to close the book and the bad journey.
Love you all. God bless! xxx
Hello peeps,
It looks like this group is active again.
I don’t dream about her–but the last time I dreamed of her was a couple of days after she maneuvered in front me in the gym. I think it’s not her or maybe it her but I think vacant space around me. In these days, the idea that if there was any reunification, I won’t make my previous mistakes again. To be honest, taking her for granted was too lofty and when she eventually got the upper hand, she took the revenge or at least this is how assume–yes she did.
Today I had to go to her office building. To be honest, I am scared of that place. I also don’t like to see the people working there. They must have heard this b!tch yelling at me and threatening me to call police. Some of them knew me. Yet, I wished I could see her.
She wasn’t there–her office door was locked. Probably she is in California or Oregon as always and I (hell) am writing about her on this site.
Since the day these feeling of “ex” bounced back, I have started trying to communicate with other girls. Last night I took a pitch pie to the girls living close to our apartment. They were not there but I kept the pie at their door steps with a simple note–“from room 142”. Seriously, if these random tries don’t work, I will start bar crawling every weekend by January 2015!
I have no clue why these “feelings” have bounced back! Maybe it’s season of celebrations and I am probably looking for someone to celebrate these moments with.
I just got invited to talk in an event where I met my ex and got her “personal” email! The lecture was boring but this girl was a good reason to be there!
Hi everyone I have to make this short cos I’m on my phone and it’s annoying lol…
Read yes you’re family zoned too haha how lucky am I?
Robot 3 you Rock! Keep going…
Daniel miss you heaps
Loreley I’m so proud of you Lil sis passed your German test hooray!As for me I’ve had good crying session and the loneliness is killing me especially cos it’s Christmas but it will pass… Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and never forget how fabulous you all are! All my love xx
I feel you dear Rihanna!
I’m starting feel sad too here. Everything changed 🙁
Thinking of you guys x
Dara
Oh no. Ypu just miss someone to snuggle with since it is holidays. Would you rather sacrifice for a short term happiness instead of ling term? You can just have random flngs this holiday, man.
Ah, PH. Cheers.
Haha! Somehow true, Raed.
I cannot wait to end this christmas season. I found myself getting more sensitive because I missed him. Or maybe the idea to have someone beside me. Damn it.
Lorely,
I owe you apologies for asking you inappropriate questions. Whenever I’m free I’m drunk, so I hope you understand my uneducated questions.
Rihanna,
Thanks! I know you are doing good in your life too.
RAED,
I had never dated a girl like her before. I loved her positive personalities. It was better than the positive personalities I had seen from girls before. I honestly wished things did not go wrong. Though I am not sure what went wrong–if she was an opportunist b!tch or I made too many mistakes in my relationships.
I am sure in 3-4 years she will regret losing me! I am doing my best to be one of the successive people around! I have a busy plane for next 4 months!
Despite her “cheer-girl” physic she was very smart! I just realized what made me miss her after so many day. I just realized that she deleted me from her Skype contacts around 14th of December and it impacted me psychologically! This b!tch was great in understanding my psychology. To my understanding, she missed me and she could not endure it, and did this to have the upper hand.
By the way, just like Rihanna I also live in a country and it is really hard to find a mate here. That is why I am sure that she could not find anyone yet. It is also a little hard for me to find a hoe so easily. There is a girl who wants to date me but I don’t like her because she belongs to a “red-neck” family. LOL You may not know what is a “red-neck”! I saw her dad’s profile picture. This dude had not shaved his face for at least 2 years and had a big gun in his FB profile picture!
RAED, I am doing fine! I feel much better and much higher self-esteem! I might need some more time to get to my maximum self-esteem! I will do wonders!
Robot 3
Wow. You seem so tame today. That’s something new! Ha ha.
Well, we all have the good personalities we had liked in an ex. Like my ex was sweet. But let us not forget what they became now. Your ex might have those good personalities but is it still existing? She might have changed now into a monster that makes you cringe. So there is no point into clinging unto somthing that is no longer existing that will only make you feel blue. Before i am having a hard time moving on bec I keep thinking she is the way she is now. I told myself that she is an angel not a monster. But as days go by and with the treatment she’s giving me, i convinced myself that the old is gone and the new has come. So i was able to mve on by stopping defending her attitude to myself.
You’ll feel better anytime soon bro. She might be missing you too. But i think holiday blues is not enough reason to get back together and regret it the next year ☺
LOL! I’m sorry if I was pompous lately! To be honest, I cannot judge my ex because I was thinking that I like someone like her back in my life! Maybe my emotions are ruling me when I write this post but she was good too and I was not good in the beginning!
Anyway, I donno! When I did everything and even acted like a doormat, she left me! Honestly, I am not still in the conditions to judge my emotional past but I should say that it is her best that I am looking for in other girls!
Hi everyone! I’ve been coming into city mall everyday just to be around people and give my loneliness true meaning especially when everyone is coupled up and all Xmas cheery and I feel more lonely… To top it off I’m having the most expensive cake and coffee and taste horrible! I have no feelings in my heart for anyone anymore which is a good step forward cos it allows me to meet someone new with fresh heart… But it’s so hard and I’m not smart like Raed to read personalities… Loneliness sucks anytime of year let alone Xmas… Good luck to us all!
Robot 3 please refrain from using “hoe” and “bitch” that’s not cool mate… Even if you’re hurt it’s for your sake also…
All my love to you all xx
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