Girlfriend of 2 years dumped me a couple weeks ago, it was because she felt she always put in the effort and felt I was distant and didn’t show emotion much throughout. We were really close, our relationship didn’t really consist of many fights, we never really had a big fight or falling out maybe just the odd fall outs that only lasted a few hours to a day.
When she dumped me I didn’t let off too much I just said okay and I respect her decision and told her goodbye, then the following day I felt I should let her know how I feel because she deserves it so I sent her a nice text expressing how I feel and that I think two years of our lives deserves to be worked on rather than just threw away, she said that she needs space but still really loves me and always will, and also said that even though we aren’t together right now that it doesn’t mean we won’t be in the future.
After a week of NC I text her asking how she is she replied she’s good, I asked what she’s up to and she ignored, an hour later I left a message saying that I’ve worked on myself and I’m trying to be a better person and asked how she feels about the situation now she’s had some time to herself, once again no reply, I haven’t messaged her since and I am blocked on all of her social media.
I’m torn between two minds, I think she might come back but then again I doubt she ever will. I know NC is meant for me to move on but I’m still in love with her and want to be with her, it’s very conflicting