So we were talking for two weeks everyday, today i asked her if she wanted to drink a coffee with me, so we went to a coffee shop for 1.5 hours, I bought a present for her son, cuz tomorrow he is going to be 2 years old, and also I bought a mandalas book for her, she loved it! so we talked and laugh all the afternoon, we hold hands till we went to the bus stop (i insisted in going with her a couple of blocks further till she was near her house but she insisted saying that she dont want me to walk all that just for her), and then i wanted to give her a kiss in the mouth, but she put the cheek and i asked her “why don’t you kiss me?”
“I don’t wwant you to get confuse” and i said but i thought you want to go out with me cuz you want to be with me, and she said i dont want to be with anybody, i just want to go out and meet people, so i said it’s okay, but im not saying to have a relation ship, we can still kiss each other, have sex, and she said i just want to be quiet, so then i say to her come on in all this time dont tell that you didnt have sex with others, i know you did, we can do those things, then she told me that this is not time to talk about that, that we could talk on the coffee shop before so i told her it’s ok, but we need to talk about this things, because i thought that you wanted to be with me, with the invitation to the beach, and next saturday to the party…" oh and she told me that afther that dinner we had 3 weeks ago, i was asking what she was doing, why she didnt reaply me, that i was intense and she dont want that.
But we ended the conversation in a good way, she left, and texted me that she arrived at her home, and said "
I’m dying of love, you are so sweet with the mandalas present" and “my son loved your present” “Did you arrive at your house?”
I cried a bit when i arrived at home, because i was so happy and exited to see her, and having coffee, and spending time thogeter, but that conversation was sad for me…
Also what im gonna do in the club at the party, with her??? i really want to kiss her, and i know her and she loves to have a lot of sex, and i really want to have sex with, her cuz since August that we dont sleep togheter…
What can i do? how do i have to act with her in the party? what im gonna do if other guys try to get her in the party if im there?
PS: afther all that i asked her if we can start with the right foot and you can unblock me from instagram, i mean is not important by the way, she answered, yes it’s not important…