Hi guys i really need some advice.
Sorry for my english, its not my native for me.
I met this girl 9 months ago. Im a 32 year old goodlooking very fit guy that had alot of woman in my life. But the 3 girls that i fell in love with ran from me. At first it was all perfect but in a while i just ruined it.
This time i thought i did it perfectly but maybe ive been to much of a pushover.
Now about the ex i want back. She broke up with me 3 Times while we where together. Everytime i pleaded for 2 days and then cut contact. She always came back after a week.
She was the one that asked us to be a couple again everytime. We lived together in my house aswell the last periode for 2 months.
It was perfect. But we had some bumps. So checked my phone one time and saw i had talked and had sex with other girls in the time she broke up. (I did that to hope it made me feel better and forget her, it didnt)
She thought i lied and was very upset but she stayed. A bit later. She found out i still sometimes Smoked weed. (She didn’t tell me to stop it was my own plan, and with smoking i mean 1 joint before bed i never smoke during the day) the fact i didn’t tell her and lied again made her to break up. After 2 weeks she contacted me. We met up and had great sex.
Contact was about 50/50 at the time. We had sex again 3 days after. Then she asked to meet up next week. Here i made a error i think by contacting her almost every day.
After a few days she said she feels suffocated.
I didn’t msg anymore till saterday. I asked if she still was coming to me on Sunday. She said yes. There i lost my cool by telling her how crazy i was about her. She told me she is hard for herself and liked me alot but needs time. We had great sex afterwards tho and had a very fun day.
This was 1,5 weeks ago. I didn’t call or text her cause i letted her know how i felt. And thought if she wants me she Will contact me.
But now im shitting myself. She is gorgeous and im afraid she is to stubborn or thinks i dont want her anymore and is Busy with other guys. So my question is…
What to do next? Shall i call or text to ask for a date? Or shall i wait to her from her.
The waiting is killing me. In 32 and im ready for a family so i dont wanna waist my time even tho i think its the girl of my dreams.