Need your help. My (34m) ex-gf (33f) found someone else during no contact rule
I adhered to the 30 day no contact rule. We were together for 3 years (2 amazing, 1 rocky). I had to move away (same time zone)
Her (day 0): Doesn’t matter anyway. I’m done.
Her (day 1): If you do anything during this quarantine…watch Tiger King!
Her (1 hour later): (sent funny coronavirus parody video)
Me (2 days later broke rule): i bought your son some stuff before the pandemic. I want to send along with your blow dryer and other items left here.
Her (1 hour later): I dont need those things, especially not right now. That blow dryer is going to cost you a lot to ship!
Her (day 4): You were in my dream last night. How are you doing?
Her (day 5): Sent me a video of her son thanking me for some gifts.
Her (day 22): how are you doing?
Me (day 30): I’m good. I grew a mustache, been working out. (Attached picture of improved physique)
Her (1 hour later): “Glad to hear everything is going well! I’m doing really well too, I actually starting seeing someone and I’m feeling really good about it. Take care. “
Me (minutes later): “why did you text me then?”
Her (minutes later): “You’re not my enemy, I just wanted to make sure you were well.”
Me: (minutes later) “I forgive you. I will always love you. I gave us space to detox to start fresh. But this is the way it was meant to be. The universe told me and it was right.”
Me (hour later): This doesn’t feel right. I know you are mad at me. Are you speaking the truth about moving on? Or are you secretly hoping for me to fight for you? After almost 4 years of dating hearing you moving on after a month is crazy
Me (minutes later): (Attached image of love note I left her in her house from November she hadn’t found yet)
End of conversation (so far).
I know I fucked up by being soft the way I did. But what’s done is done. Her telling me she found someone really hurt (as I think she intended it to). Shows me she is really pissed.
I feel terrible. Do i still have a chance?
TL;DR: she found someone else during no contact. What to do now?