She contacted me during no contact

Hi guys,

I would like to ask your opinion.
Me and my ex broke up 1 month ago, we have been together for 1 year and few months, during this period we have lived together for 5 months and our last 5 months were in long distance.
We broke up because a lot of misunderstanding, my neediness and parents problem (I am Chinese from Italy and she is Turkish). She told me that she didn’t feel love me anymore.

I started no contact right away, I just wrote a letter explaining all the misunderstanding from my point of view and apologizing for let her suffered for so long.

2 weeks ago, when she saw my graduation party through instagram stories, she started to cleaning up (she deleted whatsapp group we had in common, remove tags from my posts, delete WeChat etc) and asked our common friend to collect her stuff from my house in the future.

Last Thursday she texted me “Hey” and then she deleted the message 2 minutes later. I was so surprised, because she has a quite strong character and she is usually firm on her decisions.
I didn’t reply it. Few hours later she posted an instagram story at seaside with a rose and a female friend, with the caption “eventually terrible memories turn in good one”. I am sure that post was addressed to me, because we have spent a whole afternoon exactly there and I gave her a rose.
I didn’t open that story (my friend sent me the screenshot). And in the same night she posted the same story on whatsapp, she have never posted a whatsapp story since I knew her.
So I texted her the morning after just asking if she was ok, because I saw a deleted message. She said that was not important and she apologized, and then I just closed the conversation saying no problem.

On Monday she posted as story the song Love paranoia of Tame Impala… which lyrics is describing our relationship, how it was ruined by paranoia.

What do you think about all this? I think I will be ready soon. I would like to have an opinion on what she is thinking.

Thanks

@jijino Long distance makes everything a bit more difficult, but if the relationship was mostly good, it sounds like maybe she is trying to apologize for something. Maybe call her and have a conversation about the breakup and how to repair the situation.