Hey everyone I just wanted to let everyone know NC worked in my situation.
I did NC for a month, 29-30 days and it worked for me. My ex wanted me back and it was her idea of it. But I did not want to.
To everyone looking for some hope. Do NC but do it truthfully. I did not talk to my ex at all. By doing NC you help yourself so much, you get to know what you truly want.