Hello everyone, my name is Juan. Recently my girlfriend of 5 years left me. I’m going to try to elaborate and be as clear as possible and explain the entire situation with complete honesty. This might be a long story but I really need help and advice because my goal is to GET HER BACK. So please bare with me. Here we go.
About one year ago, I made the worst mistake of my life. I broke up with my girlfriend because I felt like I wanted to be single and just hang out with my friends partying 24/7 without having to check in to anyone. What an asshole, right? That’s no even the worst part. The worst part is that she actually called me and would text me to beg me and it was something I NEVER thought I would see her do.
But instead of taking that In a good way and taking her back then and there like I SHOULD have, I was so busy and caught up in my “new” life that the next time she called I was completely rude to her and treated her like I NEVER have before. She saw such a terrible side of me that I didn’t even know existed. After that she decided to not talk to me or have anything to do with me and just like the big shot I thought I was I said “better for me” Well , about 2 weeks later, I began to realized how much I really missed her. I missed her personality, her beautiful smile, her uplifting spirit…etc… I mean I had other girls throw them selves at me and I didn’t care.
So that’s how I knew that I wasn’t just missing the comfort of a woman, I really did miss HER. And well, about 3 more weeks later we began to talk again and so on…we ended up getting back together. But, I won’t forget to add that I basically pushed her into getting back together. I don’t think I ever really gave her enough time apart from me for her to stop being mad at me and therefore, during this past year she continued to bring up “why did you treat me the way you did that day when you called?” we fought so much over this because I never had a reason for my actions.
This past Friday night she officially ended it and it ended TERRIBLE. I said something I wish I could take back. I only said them because she said hurtful things and I wanted to hurt her back. I got really out of hand and well, to be 100% honest, I grabbed her car keys as she was telling me to get out of her car just leave her alone and I threw them. She did NOT know how to react. I felt terrible and went and got her back the keys. And that was basically it. I tried to talk to her but she said we needed to cool down so we went our seperate ways and haven’t spoken since.
I am willing to do ANYTHING to get her back. im only 21 and well, the last time I was without her living a happy life I was 15 and skateboarding every day. So basically I don’t even know who I am without her. But one thing for sure I’ll always know, I want her. Not because injustice miss her, not because I fear of her being with someone else, but because after everything we have been through I still know in my heart and mind that I am crazy in love with her.