I was doing long distance with a guy in the states, I am in Canada. I visited him at the end of June. We were having a couple tense weeks and we discussed in person that it is better when we are physically together. I apologized for the tense weeks. At this point he was a month into his new business so I think there was some stress involved as well.
Anyhow, we were hanging out and because I am TOO honest sometimes, I mentioned a male friend of mine who has been recently inappropriate with me. I thought it was ok to be honest and tell my bf that this is NOTHING and I handled the situation. He was upset because I didn’t block the friend (I’m not a blocker, more an ignorer).
The rest of the day was tense and my bf was concerned that I was developing a pattern because I do have male friends. He thinks I am not committed and just want male attention, which is not the case. I am very loyal. I have visited him and we even discussed our future (me moving to the USA).
Anyhow, tensions did rise that day and when we finally were able to talk more, I may have screwed it up by saying “I don’t think I’m good enough for you”. He starting ranting, and I got annoyed because he was repeating concerns that we have already discussed before. I like to discuss and move on, not dwell.
So eventually this lead him to leave me alone for 2 days in the USA. I was immediately blocked from all platforms and he got me a car to the airport.
Before I left the USA, I wrote him a letter and mailed it. It has now been 30 days since this happened.
I am writing because this is a unique situation, where he can’t see anything I’m doing on social media because he instigated the blocking ASAP.
Not sure what to do?? I am much better but hurt and confused because I think this was something we could work through? We were both invested in a future together.
Thank you in advance.