Hey, thanks for the advice. There has been good communication and he sends me nice texts and calls. He is still sick, he has been to the doctors today and got some antibiotics so he can get better. We talked until late last night by text and then he called. He called me today in the middle of the day, I didn´t answer and called back a few hours later. He said he was really out of it because of the antibiotics shot so he said he would call later. He sent me a text an hour later saying he was so tierd an needed to sleep and that we would talk later, I answered and said that was okay. He called me an hour ago and told me that this antibiotics shot really made him feel weird and extremely tierd. He said that his son was coming tomorrow, and because it´s winter break he´s going to have him until next friday. He then said that his mother had said that she could watch after her grandchild one night when he felt better so he could visit me. I said that would be great, and then I said that I have time off my daughter next weekend so if that is more suitable for him as we don´t know when he will be feeling better, we could always use friday or saturday evening to catch up. I just felt that when I said that I had time off my daughter that weekend and all the other things, he seemed a bit weird, as if he had plans already that weekend or wasen´t interested in seeing me then. I don´t know if this was just something I felt since I have worried in the back of my mind that he will change his mind about us or go back to that girl he has been hooking up with when we wore broken up, or if it´s just the fact that he doesn´t feel good. He said that he would call me again tomorrow. I got this panic feeling after we hung up that I had screwed up or been to forward or something. Don´t know what came over me. So I called him back, which I hardly ever do , and said that I didn´t mean to come in between his plans if he had something planned that weekend and bla bla bla. He said that there was nothing to be sorry about, that he was looking forward to seeing me, that he didn´t have anything planned and wanted this. He seemed very nice and happy, he laughed a little. He then said when we was hanging up that he would call again tomorrow.
What do you think? I just feel like a complete lunatic. Like som insecure crazy woman or something. I really don´t want to loose him again. I want things to be really good now, like it was before and better. Do you think I blew it? So scared that he will change his mind and back off. What do I do? I am totally freaking out!
Okay, so he contacted me again last night. He ended up coming to my house. We talked and had a good time. He is getting his son today since it’s winter break and will have him for a week. We agreed to meet again next Saturday. I think I did something really stupid today. I am totally freaking out, I think I just ruined everything! We talked on the phone earlier and he was saying we’ll speak during the weekend or something. I thought that was a very strange thing to say since he has called and texted every day for a long time now. I got this bad feeling. Especially since I had sent him a friend request on Facebook. I don’t know why I did that. And I regret it so I took it back. I spoke to him on the phone and said that I had been scrolling around on Facebook with my phone and accidentally pushed add friend. He probably think I am a lunatic for sending a request and then canceling it. I just didn’t want to sit around wondering if he would say yes to the request or not. He was the one deleting me back then, and I just don’t see why we can’t be friends there since we talk a lot on Facebook chat anyway, And the fact that he says he wants to be with me. Now we are suddenly in his mind not going to speak for days as he said we’ll talk during the weekend and wish me a good weekend. Have I totally ruined it now? What should I do? I just can’t stop crying. I am so scared that he doesn’t want to be with me anymore. I have kind of got used to him calling and texting me every day and sometimes several times a day. He has shown affections and there has been good communication and stuff like that. When he was here last night we kissed and stuff. I just can’t stand the thought of not hearing from him for days or recieveing text with hearts and stuff like that. What should I do? How do I fix this?
I am totally freaking out. It just feels like something has changed. I am so scared. Don’t know what to do? Or what I should think? I really do love this man, I see my future with him. I don’t want to screw this up. Help… How do I make reattract him more?
What should I do? I haven’t heard from him all day. I have heard from him everyday since he said he wanted it to be us. I just can’t stop feeling that there is something wrong, that I have ruined it. I can’t stop crying. I don’t want to lose him again…
