Complicated situation - any help appreciated

Hi,

I’m in an extremely complicated relationship right now where we don’t know what we are. Let me get into the details first -

My boyfriend and I got together Maybe about 2 years ago. We’ve had a completely healthy relationship with literally zero issues or fights. In fact the first fight we ever got into was a year into the relationship when he lost my keys one night after partying.

However, the relationship did a 180 as of last week. Why? Well here’s where my stupidity comes in. When we first got together I was with Company A - a few months later I was fired. I was too embarrassed to tell anyone and luckily I got a job with Company B. Mind you both companies are in similar industries and the job title was the same. So this whole time he thought I was at Company A. Last week he found out I wasn’t with my old company and our relationship proceeded to have a meltdown.

Right now he told me he doesn’t know what we are or where we stand. But I told him we can take it day by day and not quickly rush into anything. He told me a few days ago that he wants me to go to a wedding with him this weekend but today he told me not to come since he’s still a little mad.

I’m wondering how long you think he’ll stay mad at me. And do you think we have a chance at reconciliation? Mind you he told me that his relationship with me is the most stable and healthiest (although now it’s probably out the window). I love this man with my heart and I regret what I did. And I completely understand he’s mad.

I’m also wondering what I can do to help build that trust back up. I know I really screwed up something perfect but this is the first relationship I’m willing to fight for.