Yeah. Me you and the other halves. Although explaining how we know eachother would be tricky. We could never tell them about this, could we?
Haha! I would be tricky, no we couldn’t tell them as they would probably be a bit weirded out.
How you feeling now?
Feeling better. I think you are right. She is getting a bit worried. If it was just friendly then she would have respected the space Thing.
But she shared that with me. I am so happy for her. Really. I just wish that she could know that someway. But it’s not time yet. Not for me. I don’t want to get friendzoned. And I don’t know about the other guy. He might be still around.
Still confused. Still wondering. Still hoping. But Feeling now like i am ignoring her. That’s a big turn around.
Exactly if it was friends and she was moving on with the other bloke you wouldn’t have got a text.
If you don’t feel it’s time keep doing what your doing.
Don’t be confused or worried it won’t get you anywhere, look at it this way she’s reaching out after you have not contacted. Your doing brill and she will somehow know this because your not hounding her.
It a massive turn around!
Thanks again. I will Keep doing what I am doing. She is still testing the Waters though. 10 days isn’t a Long time. Lets see what she is like in a week.
But it is turning i think.
And you are a woman so you should know.
I get you now with the reaching out. If it was friendly then she would have said on wednesday well fuck him the ignoramus. I’m not texting him again.
I see
She will be back, she just seeing what way you are and if she feels you are moving on she will keep texting! She does not want to let you go.
Ok. I think i am understanding. The more she thinks i am letting go the more she gets scared (if she wants me). And if she didn’t want me then there would definitely be nothing.
So she might start the chase now. It’s cruel actually. It’s playing mind games. It doesn’t sit fully right with me. But this is for me too. If she wants me then she has to give me time.
Yes the more your not around it makes her miss you more! For example if someone was constantly texting you and then all of a sudden stops you do question that!
It’s not mind games because your not responding and working on a better you, she’s playing mind games by not respecting your space and time…
OK.
Work is over for now. I’ll Keep in touch as the day goes on.
Stay strong
Talk soon!
You also stay strong 
Hey Patrick! I’m really struggling 
Whats up?
Be strong caz. Look. You were negative when you saw him last. And he still wanted Sex. I guarantee you he is thinking of you all the time
I miss him so much that my heart aches at the moment I’ve been doing brill and now this!
That’s all be wants though my body and that’s all he will ever want.
I just want to text him my magic letter now.
Don’t text him that. You’re not ready. My heart aches too. He does not just want your body. After all that happened he wouldn’t have said that. Give him more time. And yourself. Go for a walk or something.
I’m after fighting with my mum. Told her about the texts etc and she was quiet. I took that in a bad way and gave out. She said she will be happy if I am.
I guarantee that he is waiting for you. To see if you have changed. Sure didn’t the fortune teller tell you that.
No he told me it was just sex and that’s it! I know I’m not ready but will keep strong, I’m going to meet a friend now!
Why did she go quiet? Is she scared that your heart will be broken again?
I think so. She is probably scared that I am building myself up for a fall again. Maybe I am. Maybe she wants nothing from me at all.
Honestly I don’t think he is, I know him so well and he told me I’ll move on, he said he’s switched off now and no point in stressing about it as what’s done is done!
They did but can’t hold onto that.
I feel like I’ve gone backwards 3 months and I haven’t even text him