Thats what sucks no one to give a little feed back on their end. I domt have it either so its hard to see where we actually stand
Yes it does suck! I wish someone would tell me how he actually is! He’s in the forces so he’s away a lot of the time and I don’t know any of his friends from there close enough to ask them without them thinking I’m being a stalker!
@heypeezer wow that really is awful! Well done you for going travelling anyway, it will have been a hard decision to make but definitely the right one! Did she also to travelling alone?
You are right about friends too, I feel like a broken record and all I want is them to tell me he’s coming back which they won’t, quite rightly coz they don’t know! This site has been really amazing for me in the last couple of days… Even just writing all my feelings down makes a small difference! Do feel you can do the same 
it’s a good support network for sure! x