I’m back from my trip. Enjoyed myself, didn’t do as much stuff as I wanted to…
This guy that I met, I didn’t go and hit that. He seems to really like me. Already asking about what I see for us, and so I told him straight up… I would tell him if there was something to tell. We have been talking since we met though and right now, I feel like I just like the attention… But I am attracted to him, so idk.
I had this thought on my way home to text my ex… just first to get his attention and he would respond. And I would tell him to go eff himself. It was a happy thought.
I enjoyed looking at some eye candy today. I used to not really check out guys too much, I was just in my head before.
I think right now I am happy to embrace the single life. and that’s not me holding my breath for my ex. It’s me just breathing for me.
I think I will probably do more than 30 days no contact. I already was thinking it, but I am feeling really good about myself. And finding myself.
No contact really does help make people feel better. I have no regrets for it.
So, yesterday I had to call him and let him know the change to our house insurance. He transferred me to his office so he could have privacy to talk.
I kept to the point and short… He was trying to keep me on the phone, and mentioned he talked to my dad (my dad asked him for money) so I apologized for my dad’s behaviour and said I would talk to him. I said three times I had to go and he kept trying to keep me on the line. He said that we would talk soon as if it was posed as a question. I just said, Kay bye.
I did keep it very professional. Because I didn’t want to break contact and I know I have to when it comes to house stuff… So, I don’t know, it was nice to hear his voice, I guess.
I decided to call instead of text because it put him on the spot.
I feel like I am in a better place emotional because I handled it well.
I wantes to reply to your story because younseemly so strong. I am suffering a lot…I cheated on my bf of 5 years…it was.scary and immature and I regret it immensely but.worse we tried to stay together for 2 years after long distance. Now 7 and a half years later, he broke up with me for good. I don’t think I have any chances of getting him back in my life. He says he doesn’tfeel the same way anymore,he’s tired of trying,he tried for too long. I feel.so ashamed and like everything is my fault. I want him back.so bad so I can remedy the poor choices I made in the past. His family hates me though as well…