dont do it you’ll regrett it later on and push him farther away. stay strong you can do this. 
no problem.
Hey mema i know the feeling but dont give in. You will look stupid if he doesnt care about your romantic things. Inknow its hard im going through the same thing. Just give it time and work.on yourself.
@aamls and @deedee
thank you both 
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But it just keep getting harder and harder …
a mutual friend of us … told me today that he’s coming to town next week … " he moved back to his town after we graduated this summer… and he came to my city 4 times in 4 monthes" …
IDK what yo do …
i just want to go there… hug him … and tell him how much i miss him …
She also told me that on social media … he looks like hes having fun … and always posting photos of him and his friends … i think this tome he’s over me … and I’m loosing hope
kevin says to do the same thing, so go out with your friends and post pictures of you having fun as well. continue no contact and stay strong.
@aamls … as i said … he blocked me on social media … but am still posting positive famous sayings … but I’m not going out with my friends alot … I’m preparing to take my master’s acceptance exam … that’s why I’m home most of time … which gives me more time to be alone ang think about him
And he’s always out with his friends having fun …
and it’s our 6th break up … Im starting to think he’s not pretending to be happy … I think he’s really happy without me
thats good that your doing the postings. its also good that your studying. I hope you pass. stay strong. hes probably as hurt as you are and is just trying to ignore his pain by doing so but he most likely still cares. continue nc as you said your blocked. and keep improving yourself. once the exams finish you should start doing the same and go out and have fun. in the mean time find something to do after your done studying. reading a book playing a game online anything that keeps you busy. stay strong you can do this.
I’m reading the relationship rewind when I have spare time … which make me think more about him -_- … but not so sure that I can text him using something related to his “GSI” as the book says …
IDK … i keep having this feeling that i lost him and nothing I’ll do will give our relationship another chance …
and I may have not said … that I’m from Syria … and due to the war … we can rarly travel to meet each other …so … him coming to my city is a big opportunity to meet him … cuz IDK when the next time is gonna be
But still … it has been only 9 days since I’ve started the NC … and I don’t want to seems desperate to him