This is really lovely 
This is a lesson to all of us - even over a year after a break up and 7 months of not contact (is that right?) - it looks like the love is still there. It looks like you have handled this situation really well - given her space and been kind and patient in the reconciliation as well. It may be worth a chat at some point, to see if you are on the same page about starting a new relationship with each other. You do read stories on here about people being strung along. I hope it does become a full new relationship soon - its looking very good!
Sorry, I wrote the above comment in response to your 24 Sept message. On your 8 October message I see you are starting to talk about relationship things (so ignore my suggestion to do that as you already are!). It looks like she just needs to go slowly - which you are doing. Its really lovely to see this unfold, well done on your patience and kindness
Well yes we broke up right before summer 2014 and i cut the contact at 01.2015 and she messaged me from email end of the 07.2017 so it about right 7 months no contact at all…dunno what this is but our chemistry and toughts sync and even she sayed that this feels “normal” and have feelings towards me too…i know she isnt ready for few things what i had in mind but maybe in time…to be honest i have to fight myself kinda lot not go well horny 
when i see her half naked in my place or sleeping right next to me half naked cuddling close to me but im gentleman and when time to comes that it will be worth a wait…
Hello how is everbody? better or fine hope im pretty ok myself was in hospital tough for a day and needed to go there by a ambulance,it was kinda scary 24 hours but i learned a lot from my ex too and about us…
long story short before that happened we have talked a little with whats app with my ex gf because we both have been little busy and i learned on that talk that she would feel wierd and wrong if she was dating somebody else while she is seeing me and she sayed that only man company she needs is me,
This happened to me last friday…we was supposed to meet with my ex gf because she was going to give me a ride to do some test nearest health center,but morning i felt little wierd and had chest pains on my left side and my left arm was little numb little later i felt that im so passing out.so i called ambulance because i live alone and they comed and took me to the hospital because they tought there is something wrong with my heart. I informed me ex gf about where im and she answered that do i want to her to come to me in the hospital,i sayed maybe because i wasnt sure what they was going to do with me and didnt want to my ex gf be there whole day…after long hours they told to me that they take me to the hospital ward under surveilance over night that they make sure all is ok and just to be safe.
When i got there and was setup under mobile heart observation device i informed my ex gf that she can come to see me if she wants.
She comed to see me and we hugged and she comed with mobile charger that i could charge my phone because my battery was dying. we went to lobby to talk while i charged the phone and during that talk i learned a lot more about us because she was been little scared to talk with me about one thing whole week before we was supposed to see each other, because it was about her to leave town for study to differend city in the end of nex year and she was scared talk about it with me i think?
I allready knew that because she has been talking about it from the first time we met,
i was happy for her because she finaly was found something she like to study and i wasnt scared about future because im taking thing between us day by day and we talked little more about us between questions about my health condition,she agreed that we are allmoust like couple and im like family to her so i asked in theory how she would feel if i say she is my girlfriend and she sayed it feels good and normal and i started to smile and we started hold hands and kept talking about many things,she was visiting me like hour.
I got out next day and got ride to home from my ex gf before she went to see band to differend city with her friend,during that evening i got few text to whats app from my ex gf that what im doing and she was little bored and lonely because had run out things to talk with her friend and band wasnt starting yet,i noticed she was little tipsy because she was little more flirty,we talked a litte and i sayed her good night and have nice night.Next day i got message morning band was good. i replied it of course,we talked again today little and sayed she is welcome visit me when she got time because she wasnt sure what day she see her old school friend this week and hoped she will inform what day that will be…im kinda waiting for that day…
and by the way im good in health it wasnt nothing about my heart it was my chest muscle what was hurt or infected somehow to make that pain but damn that was scary,so im going to flex more everyday for a while and take little more relax…
Thats my life lately
Sorry to hear about your health scare but its lovely to read about you and your girlfriend I’m very happy for you and it gives us all here hope for good things in the future.
Thanks well we are not there yet and in relationship so cant yet call her really my gf…but i hope we get there and it goes well.At the moment im kinda little nervous good way to see her but its little pain because i dont know the day we see.because i wanna talk with her about things and not over a phone or text message.but i promised her we take this day by day…just hoping our talk didnt scare her much damn its 2.00 am at finland and i dont feel sleepy…
Hello everybody,im sorry for typos before hand,before i write down this text because i found out why i wasnt feeling sleepy at that one night i was on this forum because i had odd feeling, next morning my father called to me during while i was eating at morning while i was just woke up, that my mother has been in very bad accident with bicycle and is in hospital can i come over when i can to their home? my world crushed down after i shut off that phone call and i ended up crying and asking myself is this real? im awake or still in sleep and having a bad dream??
after i get myself a little back together i called my ex gf and we talked a little and i sayed what has happened and after it i told my best friend and my little brother too but he allready knew it…
so my day was that i went to see my father and get more info what has happened? after it i comed back home to eat before we was going to see my mother in hospital and i texted to my ex gf that could she come in that day to my company after i get home and she agreed…
I must say its most hardest thing to see your mother in hospital bed under heavy surveilance and tear in her eye while she saw that whole family come to see her…
after i was getting home i called my ex gf that im walking home can she come? and she sayed yes after eating and after little while she was at my place, we talked first a little what has happened and played a little to get my mind off and watched some tv serie,we ended up talking about us after i took a shower and its when things got really interesting
I found out that she has been “used” sexually by one guy and she was getting to use to it and one other guy she just ended up have sex with and she got angry herself because she got horny and wanted sex so it happened,this latest guy she treated bad after those 2 guys and if i remember right that guy was fell love to her too,
she sayed that she didnt feel anything first towards him but started love him too…Dunno what happened but she sayed that she hasnt been in contact to that guy who she got feelings for from may. ( this morning i looked my emails and this was just 2 months before she first contact me via email)
So we ended up talk a lot of things because we both got feelings to each other and we both felt that way that it would feel bad if me or her ends up daiting or having sex with somebody else and we talked about our future and she was asking how i feel about she going school,moving to live somewhere and about our future, i answered those questions but mostly about that because all that was happened to her that i feel she is worth to get to know better and wait that our feelings gets stronger and we end up daiting and having sex till that time we just spend time together and get to know each other better.
See seemed ok about it and kinda waiting for it too, she was going to leave myplace but it got late because we talked long so she ended up sleeping next to my on my bed,we talked a little more on bed too and she ended up asking can she hold my hand before falling a sleep and i sayed yes…and after a while she fell a sleep.
I woke up at night go to bathroom and got back to bed to notice she is having a bad dream and while she was sleeping she grabbed my hand and started holding it so i stayed a wake a while and brushed gently her hair and looking over her that if her nightmare got heavier and she starts move more i woke her up,but it didnt happen…
at the morning she woke up and allmoust right away was going to home because she got meeting with old school mate from years back this day,during her leaving i asked her do i have worth to wait and see where we are going and give me a chance to be more than we are now? she didnt answer right away because was just woke up so i got text little later from her when she was at home and it was first like this that im worth to wait to be ready have sex with?when she is ready again.
I answered,that is a part a question im more im worth to wait to us to be a couple? she answered that im that worth, but she is scared that what if it takes years to her be ready and when we end up together after it that i curse her for lost years.
I answered that i think it not will take years its takes time because many positive signs between us and my actions towards her.
our talk revealed a lot but got me thinking a little how things go? im real to her and not going to be another bandage relationship?
but we have only been on talking seeing state 86 days and we are on this point on us so i try keep positive…
Hello,how is everybody? ok or better i hope i have been little busy and have even started training again it feels good
This has going between me and my ex gf lately…
Last friday she gived me a ride to a health center to get some tests done to me while she waited in car because those was quick tests and when i got back to her car i asked where to next? she sayed we could go visit her place to me see it what it looks like, so we went there and she showed her house to me whe was there a while talking and looking her house and paying little cash for the gasoline , after i while i asked to her show me washing machine because she had problems with it so we looked it and it was little wrong way in the bathroom so my ex gf sayed that she should call somebody to help to move it,to that i sayed that im here we two can get it moved easily and so we did,it took a while because room was small to get it right place but we got it done and my ex gf was happy to not needing to worry about it anymore, little later she sayed that should we get going to get me home and i sayed yes,after we got to my place parking lot i asked to my ex gf does she wanna come in for a while and she answered yes because she had nothing else to do,so we went inside and i made myself a bread because i was little hungry and asked do she want something and she sayed yes she is little hungry so i asked does she want some porridge and she sayed yes so i made it to her,we talked a little while she was eating it and watched some tv serie,after i while she left and while she was leaving we hugged and i thank her for the ride.when she left a while later i left to go outside to visit my mom and do some shopping,when i got back home few hours later i noticed message from my ex gf in skype at my phone,there was only this “can i call?” so i wroted back gimme few min i eat and drink something before i call and after it i called her to her phone because i tough it was urgent,she sayed that we better talk on skype.so i opened my laptop and called her again.she told me that she was scared and wanted to talk with somebody ( in my mind was question why me? she got lots of people to call etc) so we continued talking and she was scared about some event where she is supposed to me serve some food and drinks alone because other person was sick or something and it is important event so she was really nervous too,we ended up talk about it and other stuff like few hours and after it i asked do i still got the skill to make her feel better after talking and listening to her? she sayed yes and after it we played a little online and sayed good night to each other.
At saturday we text good morning to each other and talked little small talk and we did our own thing during day,at evening i worked up with weights and after it went to shower after i got out there i got message on my skype did i hear what happen in paris and we talked about it a little,she was studying and i was waiting to my friend to come back online to play with me so i didnt message her so much,but she asked me help to fix her phone and i offered my help online and sayed it would be much easier if i could see it myself,so she send a pic what she had done and i sayed what would she need to do,but sayed it would be better if i could see it myself and she should come to myplace tomorrow she sayed maybe and we continued talking while i waited my friend and when he got online i sayed good night to her and she replied.
Next day we both send good morning text and talked little small talk but nothing about her coming to my place that day,while i was doing my morning stuff and waking up after few messages a had message out of the blue, what time is ok to come my place and i told her the time and told i was going for a walk and visit my mom so i text her when im back home.when i got back home i text her im home she is welcome to come and she replied she eats first and comes after it…after i while she was at my door wearing college tracksuit and top under her winter jacket and had hair up in ponytail she looked more more relaxed than earlier she was at my place and so damn good and hot 
we hugged and talked a little and i asked what she wants to do and we ended up play a little while we talked little more,she had her phone with her so we started to fix it afte little gaiming together and she was interested about it and was leaning towards me on the couch and on my pc where where she was sitting next to me very close that our feet touched and she was leaning towards me whole time and she was enthusiastic doing that phone fixing with me i could tell because she snort accidently and bursted laughing while i looked her smiling to her,it took long time to fix it so i had to take wc break and i told her that while i had my hand on her knee and looked right in to her eyes that i need little break,after i comed back from bathroom she sayed she needs to go too and dont do anything while she is gone.so i waited and she got back in the end we got her phone working again and i sayed that as a reward i want a kiss,she didnt say no or not even thinking long to agree with it and even stand up next to me to give better kiss,i hold her next to me and kissed her not once but three times and she was supriced and sayed on high voice hello and i just smiled back.After it my ex gf sayed do i wanna do yoga ? and i sayed yes and we ended up doing it…it was hard because i havent done much of it ever and my ex gf has done it a while now.middle of it i got hot so i had to go topless and take my t-shirt off and while we was doing yoga we talked and laughed a little and i looked my ex gf and she looked so relaxed and so good looking next to me.after it ended we talked a little and while she was leaving i hugged her and kissed her and she just smile back and sayed bye bye ( on our earlier serious talk she wanted no kissing because it didnt feel good) but now she seemed enjoy it…after i while i got message to skype that she is going to play online so i offered her to my company and she agreed to take it so we played and talked and ended up say again good night to each other…
Next morning again good morning text and nothing more i did my stuff during a day and worked out with weights at evening and wrote on skype working up with weight after it “shower and making dinner” and while i was on shower my ex gf had wrote a text" wanna play after it?" i replied sure after im done eating and she replied tell her on whats app when im done and went off from skype…so i text her and we ended up playing again for few hours and say good night again on skype call.
Next day i send her a good morning text ( no answer) and little later that day good luck for today serving thing and got answer little later that Sorry she hasnt able read my text earlier because was out from town with her friend and was coming back home and her thing is tomorrow and asked how im doing? i told her how im doing and what i have done in my day and we talked little about her trip on whats app while she was coming back from the trip. little later we talked little more on skype by writing and we did it a while and then she wrote to me good night she is going to read a book and i replied good night…
this morning we both text good morning to each other and im going to after i wrote this to a end send her message to good luck with this evening at the event.
This is really lovely, man from finland! I do worry about whether this will progress from being really close friends to a romantic relationship - does she see you like a brother or close friend rather than a long term partner? The conversation earlier that said she doesn’t know how long she needs and what if it takes years - how do you read that? I know you are trying to be positive, and I think that is the right thing to do. And I don’t mean to sound negative, the relationship you have with this girl does sound wonderful - especially the good morning texts I just wonder if at some point, you need to say that you would like to see progress on the physical side - even if that means she would seek help from a therapist. It is better for her too if she can move towards a physical relationship as well and I just wonder if she is scared - but helping her become less scared, face her fears, might actually bring you even closer together. I cant remember her back story (why she doesn’t want to get physical, I think it was related to bad relationships after you two broke up originally). Warm wishes this does develop
Thank you from your text well she had few bad relationships and if i listened her right last one before me or one before it the man she was with used her sexually and she sayed shortly that she started to feel numb to it,dunno how and why she woke up in that relationship and how she got out from it,but she told me that and sayed she wasnt ready for sex first times we was meeting and little later she has been saying one time no sex without feelings so no to the sex before relationship and i heard some time ago that only 3 months before we met again she broke up with last guy who she sayed still loved some way but wasnt wanting him back or ever to be contact with him.so i think the where we are now she just need to see that im not the other guys she has been seen after me and totally get over the other guy,to go forward with and i bet brother or friend dont kiss on the lips and i got the vibe when i was at her place that i was first guy there who wasnt the family member,because she sayed before we went there some time ago her addres to me and sayed she trusts me that much that she is ok to tell me that.
I think next time we talk on skype or see face to face i tease her little bit about what things she finds physical attraction on me? and one note what i havent say yet during yoga we went to pose that didnt feel good on my penis to be right and she asked about it on skype later that day is my penis ok?
well i have read her movements and how she acts,she is differend than when we was together or after a breakup because she was how to put nicely nympho what kinda worked with me because it fits me,we talked about it first times we met and she was wondering it her self too how she was wanting sex so much and i know studying take"s a lot her time at the moment and she is focusing on that.But last few times whe have spend together face to face she has been little more open up and relaxed in my company,even she know i want to date her and she being my gf and have sex with her…so who would stay or spend time with that kinda person if she dont got some interest towards me?
Well i was about to fall a sleep clock was 24.00 (in finland ) and i saw my phone ring.it was my ex gf and we end up talking 1 hour on phone.she had bad evening at the event she was in and sayed that she was still in shock even after she got home few hours ago.we talked about many things to get her mind away from the shock.even sayed that my sexy low radio voice could make her sleep and if she was next to me right now i would take her close to me.she sayed aww…and i even invited her to come sleep with me if she couldnt get tired but talking with me helped and she was getting tired.we talked about the past when we was together that we just take some time.time to time just be close to each other and relax because i knew how active she is in life and my ex gf sayed that it was nice.she was worried too that i dont have umbrella because it has been rainin water lately in finland and wanted to buy one for me and i could pay her back later and she was worried me to get stuck in the place i live because i have been in here so long…we talked about many things during that hour but im too tired to wrote it down…but this i know we are going to see each other this friday and she sounded happy about it and tough should she come with bicycle…its anout 15 kilometers from her place to my place…but now good night its 01.15 at night in finland
Yes you are right - you have made your feelings known - that you want a physical relationship and so if she was not intending for the physical things ever then she would have reduced the contact with you. She clearly cares about you and would not intentionally hurt you. I wonder though if she will ever be able to get through this unless she gets some therapy - I wonder have you mentioned would she like to get some therapy? I don’t know if that would feel right for your dynamic, but it might help her. In any case, she is very lucky to have a close friend / partner like you - willing to be patient and kind to her. And it does sound as though she is becoming more comfortable (the yoga story is great!) so hopefully it will naturally become more physical
I wrote my message above before seeing your latest message. The 1hr phone call at bedtime to help relax her is very lovely - these kind of things help rebuild the intimacy. Good night!
It is good but dont be too warm or she will step back again. TRUST ME ON THIS. Be a bit distant, don’t show much affection, don’t let her feel like she has a hold of you otherwise she will go cold again very quickly. just my two cents
Thanks for the answers.well she was on theraphy.but she ended it because she sayed that she didnt had anythings to say her terapist and she ended that this week monday.but i heard that if she ever needs it she can go back.during that phone call i learned that she had suicidal toughts at the beginning our contact and talking again and she had looked wikipedia how to die.that kinda answered one question in my mind when she text me one time during our talk that “she wouldnt here anymore if i wasnt in her life” i asked about it does she feel that way still and she sayed no its good and gone because time with me. I know not to get too warm up but i think i will go for a kiss again when i see her face to face again. I dunno how bad shape she was before we met again.but theraphy and going slow had made us this far…will see how it goes
Hello everybody and good evening from finland at last we got some snow in here…but dunno is winter here yet…how is everybody good i hope and going to have nice or decent weekend?
Spend some time my ex gf today we talked about this day yesterday and she asked what time she can come? while i was playing fallout 4 and she was listening podcast from radio and while we was on skype,we ended up play again together last night and same routine again Today at morning we text morning again and little later my ex text me that she will be little late today she got errand to run and comes right after to my place,i text her back that its ok come when you can,but she was right on time after all we hugged and kissed,talked a little and her picture was on news paper and she told me yesterday on skype that she is little scared to look it and wanted to look it with me, i had news paper few days allready so i had allready seen that picture,she was little nervous so we sit down on my sofa and she was right next to me and i hold and on her back whole time she tried to find the page and read the news and looked the pictures she was on,we ended up play resident evil together and at first she was little panicky because she hasnt play that kinda games long time and she sayed she could play it with pillow with her when she play it alone,but after a while she started to like the game and we laughed and had good time with it,during that game session i sit next to her so that my leg or part of my hand was touching her all the time and time to time i hold my hand on her back or on her leg long time,even one part of the game i put my head on the rest on her shoulder for a while and sayed she can wake me up when she got her puzzle solved,during that she asked that do i have done my decision to come with her to some bands concert next year ( she has asked to me im interest about that kinda concert earlier on skype) and i sayed im not sure can really tell on next month because wasnt sure do i got money by the tickets after saying it she had little panick attack or something and i asked did she got something like that? she sayed yes because for a second she tough that she couldnt get me to come with her and if its about money she can pay my ticket.we talked more about it and it was on next year so i sayed i know better at next month.at the end of the evening she was leaving and she gived me hug and quick kiss and after it i sayed that she can hug me more with passion i dont break so easily.so she hugged me very tight and close to her,while she was dressing her jacket and shoes i sayed i can come escort her to her car,she waited while i dressed up and leave my apartment,on the hallway to elevator we talked and without thinking i tried take her hand and she didnt so she reacted to that a little but was smiling,in elevator i didnt think again and was smiling and tried to kiss her again but she pulled back,when we got outside it was snowing and i had so wrong shoes to that weather and we both laughed about it but continued to walk to her car,during walk she sayed she is stupid about some stuff and sayed no you are not and without thinking again tried to hold her hand,but again she didnt take it,she asked me what im going to do at at Christmas and sayed that she was going to be home,i asked her own home or at her parents home,she sayed her own home and bake some christmas food and make Christmas ham, i sayed im going to be home too and she is welcome to come spend time with me because none should be alone at christmas,she sayed maybe.we finaly got to her car and i stayed with her while she was cleaning her car from snow ( i asked could i help and does she got another brush but she didnt had,she got her car clean and sitted down on drivers seat and turned car on but the door was open ( i wondered why for a second) but then she comed out from the car and hugged me and kissed me and sayed good night it was fun today with me. i smiled back and sayed good night and she get back in her car…i walked slowly away from the car and waved my hand for good bye and started walk back to home…
well got text back too where was text"thank you for company,it was nice evening,going to sleep now. i replied, good night im going to sleep too soon…
my ex gf text today that do i got ink in my printer because she wanted maybe print some bill and our conversation went to fix her laptop a little too.so i sayed if that printing think isnt in a rush we could see tomorrow and print stuff to her and look her laptop,she sayed that maybe we could make dinner together? she will bring the ingredients too…
Well ex gf comed today around 4 pm,i opened door and i was wearing only towel because had quick shower before she was supposed to come,because i got home about 1 hour earlier so i wanted to be fresh.we talked a little when she comed in and she went to living room to put her laptop on my table while i was dressing up,we hugged and kissed and talked a little,after it we printed her that thing she needed from internet and started work on her laptop to get her sound fixed,it took about few min to get it done and after it she was so happy and was touching and holding me close to her and kissing and allowing me to kiss her and touch her ( almost like we was a couple or on that delight phase on our relationship) after it we started to cook,i made the chicken minced meat and she did the risotto rice.during it i acted little like boyfriend should act with her gf so i kissed her time to time during cooking touched her and told her she looks good and what i got back was smile and kisses and she hold me too a little,when the food was done we went to living room and started to look some tv serie while we was eating.during that tv serie we got done eating and she thanked me from the food and i was little supriced and thanked her back when she got back from kitchen,she wanted to look some running shoes from internet from my laptop and asked could she? i sayed yes and she went to my laptop.she had hard time to find what she was looking for so i come to stand next to her and had my face close to her to see better and i was that close that our cheek almost touched and i unexpectedly kissed her cheek few times,( no negative answer only smile)she didnt find what she was looking for so we started to play game we both like and played it through we had breaks time to time and during those we talked a little and hugged,she hugged me long time and she seemed happy ( i felt like she could me long next to her long time )and we kissed.after that we watched some more tv serie and it was getting late,my ex gf sayed she had little stomach pain from the food ( heard later every thing she eats gives her that) so i asked her to stay because its not good idea go home to be alone and with her stomach and hugged her a little,she was not sure so she tried to stay,but after a while she couldnt so i walked her to her car and carried her stuff too to her car and helped her to put them in there,we talked a bit that she would have stayed if there was ice on the windscreen ( not winter here yet only rain water) and we hugged and kissed for goodbye and sayed good night,after a little while i send her a text that i hope she got safely to the home and can sleep with her stomach.she replied back that she got ok to the home and was going to read a book little while and was more worried about me ( i didnt have any symptoms from the food,but she was worried because i wasnt eaten that kinda rice before and i got allergies, i sayed to her that she can call me at the morning to check im ok and we talked about little about her stomach be due to.
Hello everybody i hope weekend has been starting good and doing good progress to get your ex back
My ex gf come to my place at this week Thursday at 15.00 pm with her laptop and some her stuff.we hugged kissed and talked a little and started to change her laptops windows 10 to back windows 7 because she didnt like it.It was time consuming so she stayed over on my place, i made some food during it and we watched some tv during eating and talking while her laptop was doing stuff,( i noticed she was more relaxed than earlier times and was hugging me more with feeling so i kissed her during evening many times and hugged her and she didnt turn me down any of those time and we laughed and watched some movie at that evening.( told her many time that she look beatiful during her stay with me)
When it was time to go to sleep i ask do you wanna sleep on couch or in bed next to me ( our earlier serious talk she sayed she will sleep at couch next time she stay over night) she sayed in bed next to me is fine and we begin sleep after i have brushed teeth and she did the same,middle of night i woke up to need go to the bathroom and i notice my ex gf has comed over on my side of bed and was very close to me and was holding me tight next to her while she was sleeping and her hand was on my pectoral and she was squeezing it a little,so i tried to get out of bed that i wouldnt wake her up and comed back to sleep.I woke up earlier than her at the morning and she was looking so good next to me, i let her sleep in peace but gived her a little kiss on the cheek,she woke up a little and i sayed she can sleep if she wants to and so she did.
It was a storm in finland at friday and her laptop wasnt finish yet ( needed to update programs etc) so she stayed over, i didnt had much food left so i ask do she wants me go out to the storm get some food for us? and she sayed it was fine.So we spend another day with each other talking hugging and kissing and fixing her laptop.
We played while we did it and she showed to be more relaxed than other day with her little messy hair and just being more relax and time to time just relax on my couch,told her what she had done at the night and she sayed she did it while she was sleep and was laughing softly and smiling.That day went over fast and she seemed to be more and more relax and smiling more and hugging me more,she even didnt care much anymore if her bra was showing out from her shirt, all tough middle of the day she put on some make up and brushed her hair even tough she wasnt going anywhere.I made the dinner again and after it washed some dishes.
We was up late watching some movies and playing a little and hoping storm wouldnt get more worse.whe went to sleep when we had done with the laptop and she had more less clothing when we was going to sleep and we went to bed and we both read a little our own books and we talked a little about the book she had read earlier.At the morning i woke up again before her and noticed that again she had turned next to my side of bed and she was holding my hand while she was still sleeping.I wasnt on the rush anywhere so i stayed on bed holding her hand and looking how good she looks while she sleeps.little while later she woke up and looked to my eyes and smiled so i kissed her gently on the lips and hold her next to me,she was little sleepy still so we was on bed little more just her and kissed her few time on the lips,hand and a shoulder.Then i got up and took a little shower and comed back to bed,my ex gf did the same and comed back to sleep a little more,while later i asked do she wants some porridge and she sayed yes,so i went to the kitchen and did that to her while she was still in the bed.while porridge was heating up ( i know how long it takes) i come back to the bedroom and take my all other clothes of but left boxers on and i went to under same cover where my ex gf was and behind her holding her in a spoon position,for a second i tough she tell me to a go away or move over,but no…she started to hold my free hand and let me keep her close to me until that porridge was done and we both got up.
We did our own things at the morning so she could eat in peace and i could put my place in to the order.i went to the shower,during it my ex gf went to shop buy some food for her own place and i told her take spare keys,after my second shower because i wanted to relax my muscles on hot water ( they where little stuck) she went to shop close to my place and bought her own stuff and more bread to me ( i didnt even ask or sayed that i wanted,i sayed i go to the shop later myself) after little while she was leaving home so i escort her to her car and this time she was the one who started to lean towards me in the elevator to kiss me and i noticed it and kissed her,we walked to her car and i help her put her stuff in there and she hugged me and kissed me and was smiling,i kissed her few times and sayed good bye and continued my way to the shop.about hour later got message from my ex gf: thank you one more time.