I don’t feel the need to try anymore. It’s been a little over two weeks since we’ve broken up, a week since we’ve spoken and it was him telling me “well see how that goes but for but for now goodbye enjoy your life”
I literally have dreams every night . Theyre always different. Him moving on. Me reliving the break up night. I just don’t understand. I don’t know why I should try so hard for someone who doesn’t even want to talk to me anymore after always saying he’d always be there for me.
I can’t do this anymore 
Dont feel sad.
I totally understand what you are goin through. I am at 8 days of NC and I am just really struggling.
I know the feeling of being lost and unsure if this is all worth it. Some days I feel like I can totally do it, others I think about moving on and feelin like i could totally find someone better, and other days I just miss him so much it hurts.
But Try to focus on yourself. Sooo easier said then done, but take one day at a time… Theres a reason why that person loved you, you are worth it.
One day, both of us will know the answer and it willfeel so much better. I hopefully garantee it.