This is so embarrassing I don’t even know what to make of it.
So I dated a guy almost two years ago for 4 months. He ended things stating we had no spark and he has commitment issues. Fast forward a year later we are now friends, put things behind us and agreed that while we may not have worked out we do make amazing friends.
So over this later year we’ve become super close and have both stated we are now best friends. While I have moved on a dated, he hasn’t. He hasn’t even slept with anyone since me. We are very open and talk about everything and I know he’s telling the truth on that.
Things with a guy I’ve been dating ended recently so I’ve been pretty down about it. So cue up Saturday night we’re out for drinks (which we’ve done a million times) and he’s being pretty touchy feely which isn’t normal. He makes a few comments about having so much to say to me and not being able to get the words out. We head back to his place (again normal as we usually play poker) one thing leads to another next thing I know we’ve slept together. Dear sweet baby jesus what have we done?!
I tried to leave and do the walk of shame and he wouldn’t let me. He held me and cuddled me all night, rubbing and kissing my back. He drove me home in the morning and acted like everything was normal. I haven’t spoke to him since and I don’t know what to think. Does he still have feelings for me? Did we just have a drunken night? Should I just pretend nothing happened?