So, I am 15 years old, and he is 17 years old, we are both juniors in high school. We went through a pretty messy breakup about a month ago. I really do wish I wouldve found this website then, because we have been doing a sort of friends with benefits type of deal for the past month.
He calls me beautiful, and cute, but has also made it clear we are not a “thing”. He was my first everything, and I still want to pursue him romantically. What do i do? I feel like crying constantly because I can’t tell him how much I miss him.
This coming weekend we are supposed to meet up to discuss my feelings, because he is aware that I am still into him. He has me have sex with him, even though he knows I love him. And that hurts I guess. Anyways, this weekend, I basically have written out everything I want to tell him, but it breaks a lot of the rules, but then again, I haven’t done no contact. So, should I read him the letter, even though it has a lot of, take me backs? and I miss yous? I would post it here but it is about 2000 words. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am very lost and I do not know what to do.
You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. So saying “he has you having sex with him and that hurts” it’s a huge red flag for me. Just DON’T do it. You have to respect yourself. You are first, not any other guy.
Also I understand you like him but you are young. Don’t worry so much about it. If he doesn’t respect you let it go. And no don’t downgrade yourself even more by begging him… He will feel like he can really just do whatever he wants and have his way with you and abuse your love for him