@KR - I’m sorry you’re so sad, but it’s understandable. There’s no easy way to get over and heal from a breakup. I’m an eternal optimist and believe that nothing is completely over until it’s backed up with facts and not assumptions. Don’t give up all hope yet. Who knows what could happen after some time has passed…
Although I’m considered very young in your eyes as I am only 21, I agree with patricia12 she is very knowledgable when it comes to these things. Believe me she has helped me win the same girl 3 times lol! I think you should maybe stop over thinking over his camping gear as you said he will eventually come round and pick it up. I really do think you need to give each other some more time. If it is over the whole having kids situation considering his age he might change his mind. We/you don’t know what he is thinking. It is best to keep positive and meanwhile make your self happy. When the time comes I am certain you will be able to discuss whatever is on both of your minds and come to a clear conclusion. I hope everything works out! Sorry I couldn’t be more helpful!
Hey Patricia…so I received an email today…basically he was telling me some things about his life and he thanked me for my prayers and told me that I was a blessing. I responded with some encouragement and reminded him that Jesus is with him in all his circumstances. I am happy and at peace with this outcome as it means that I can still provide encouragement as he needs it and we can resume our friendship. I am still working on internal matters and letting the romantic relationship go. I thank you and others for your sound advice. 
@KR
I’m glad he contacted you and that you replied with encouraging words, but hopefully this won’t get to a point where he only reaches out for comfort as he might begin to think of you more in a motherly way or as a spiritual counselor. I know you want him back as a romantic partner, but you’re also thinking friendship is better than nothing at all. The main thing is to not text him too often like you used to. Let him do the initiating of the texts and you reply.
When does he get back from the camping trip? Wait for a while and then send one text to ask about him picking up his sleeping bag. When he comes over, be cheerful and maybe a little flirty. Hopefully he will ask you out to lunch or something and you can talk about stuff in a fun way, also being a little flirty. This friendship has the possibility of becoming more if he sees you as a fun loving woman. Good luck:)
Hey Patricia…he is back from his trip with his family. We haven’t set a date to exchange keys and sleeping bag. I reread his email and he was basically asking for prayer and thanking me in advance for praying for him. I don’t really see anything other than friendship on the horizon. I wanted to believe in the possibility of another chance, but it is firmly in God’s hands. As it stands, I am trying to focus on myself and the healing that needs to happen within me. I will be mindful of your advice to not come across too motherly or as a spiritual counsellor. I really want to be a friend.