A little bit lost

reconciliation
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Hello everyone. I don’t speak English very well, I’m from Brazil, so I’m sorry for some grammatical errors.

My ex-girlfriend broke up with me seven months ago, but mostly, she blocked me in EVERYTHING I can think of.

I used No Contact for three months, worked on myself and I’m feeling amazing.

I can really say that I am grateful for the breakup, because now I am better than before, chasing the best for me and I just cannot write how good the breakup was for me.

However, seven months have passed, I miss her so much. I tried the handwritten letter three months ago, but I don’t even know if she read it.

We had been together for eight months.

I want it, but what can I do? Blocked, “far away” (there is basically only one way to find her accidentally) and I can’t trust anyone to send a message or whatever.

Adds: when she broke up with me, I acted like a child and called her, texted her in almost all media.

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@JSM You talk about a handwritten letter (3 months ago). How did you send it to her?

What does this mean? I don’t understand… “Blocked, “far away” (there is basically only one way to find her accidentally) and I can’t trust anyone to send a message or whatever.”

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@patricia12

The letter I mentioned that I understand why we broke, I say I am sorry for any pain caused, I am changing in habits (I wrote some signs what I am doing now), and that we need some time and space. I don’t know, but basically it is that.

(blocked at all, away from her and there is only one way to meet, but accidentally, and finally with no one to trust.)

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@JSM Did you send the letter by regular mail? Can’t you call her?

What does no one to trust mean?

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PS: Why did she break up with you?