[reagan97]

Day 9 of NC: Today was a good day. Although he consumed by thoughts every minute of it, I feel happy and well again. I fantasize about him coming to see me with flowers in hand at my door step this valentines day, but such fantasies are unrealistic and will only get me hurt if I keep them. I feel 50% confident in us being together again. I love him with everything that I am, but am also very confident in the fact that I will be okay whether or not I have him again. There are an infinite number of opportunities to love again, and I’m looking forward to them. However, right now, he is all I want. But it’s clear that I do not NEED him like I once thought I did. I am thankful for that.

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