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I have had such a hard time with NC. Currently is day 8. But it’s been like 2 months since the break up and I keep trying to not text him or anything and then I cave.

Every time I cave I end up feeling like an idiot.

Last time I cave I texted him and he never even replied.

Right now I don’t feel the urge to text him, but I wish I could see his Facebook or something. I want to know what’s happening in his life. I deleted him of Facebook because I knew I would be obssessing over it. Now I wish I would at least have kept his cousin as a friend. Or something.

I’m focusing on work and the gym but I can’t help it, my mind wanders and it goes straight to him.

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