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I would I think. I wanted to before, never really got to say it though. At first the distance was good for us in a weird way. It got difficult because when we had a bad time it meant things were difficult for a long time, and we were apart. Little bits of bliss between lots of crap. There were a few texts from her while we were together where she said she feels so distant from me.
She does indeed, I think I mentioned somwhere at the beginning she’s in London, it’s three hours of travelling for us to see one another, so it was no small feat for her to come down last weekend. I’m at home in the South West. Been that way since the end of September.
We lived together where we went to uni. I miss that a lot.
Ahaha! I wish!
I don’t know if the website I’ve chosen adds a message honestly, so it may have to be just the flowers regardless.
Good contact your end today by the way. ‘Hey you’.
Photo and name doesn’t really matter I suppose. If anyone were to find it they’d know what it was about if it involved them anyway.
I’d hope with no message she’d know they were from me. It’d be a little concerning if she had reason to think they were from someone else.
My name is Charlie, spelt differently though. Don’t quite know how my picture got there either honestly.
Not great, miss her a lot today. Went to order those flowers and they’re now out of stock, feeling prety angry! Keep missing chances.
I’m speculating of course, my favourite past time as usual, brings nothing but trouble.
Plus I feel like the people around her will encourage her decision, which is fine of course. Healthy even. Her friends seem like tough cookies, heads on straight kind. One of them went through some troubles with a guy before we broke up and from what I heard they were all pretty ruthless about it, bar the one dating him of course. He was an asshole to be fair mind, cheater and such. Plans with the girls this weekend will probably be a big ‘get over your ex’ night out most likely.
Your resolve is outstanding, I can say that much!
I really, really hope that it goes well for you. Have you thought about the impact it might have on you should things not happen that way?
I think that a lot. I’ve put myself in a certain position, and I know where I’ll be after we meet if it doesn’t work out. Right back at the start.
Problem is, I never got to beg and plead then do NC. I feel like I gave just enough to help her walk away, little bits of contact never fully saying how I felt. The most I did was to ask her to keep an open mind and consider our whole relationship (even said I find it difficult), then she replied saying it’s over. I replied saying I accept that, arranged a casual meet, then cancelled it. Then re-arranged.
The most I’ve had was her upset phonecall to my friend, even then she said “I thought this was over” or something to that effect.
