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i know…but y is she doin this..first she says that im over u..n den suddenly calls and dumps all the bullshit frm the past on me again…makng me feel bad..y ?
she called again my fone was on silent ….she msg me absurf things..so i gt agitated and called her bak and we had a huge fite..
thnku jst keep explaining me rite nw i dnt know whether i wnt her bak or not….i mean i know i was the screw uo bt she did play wid my emotions i cannot let her do that again…
ppl still tell me about her roaming with boys n in india…its not common…and it still hurts a lot wen i come to know all this…
i dont know how cn i ever thnku u enof…bt everyone who knows my case suggest me i shud nt rply her….
bt i cn not b rude to nyone…i hav a guilt feeling…so not rplying her makes me think about it…i managed a day without it…but i keep thinking i shud not have been rude..
i mean she saw me she cud have came up and wished me…but she didnt even didnt think how will i feel…
she was goin home i gt a call and a text while she was at her home….
but i was hurt so neither i picked up no i replied….but nw u feel guilty ….
thnku i thot i shud have replied her….
im still thinking of that…
as it might show that i didnt.care.if she wished me late or at all…my whole bday was hell she did call me in the evening …but i didnt pik up den she called.my other fone..i didnt pik that either…
then i went fr a party wid frnds..i gt a msg frm her saying happy birthday… …i didnt rply at all..i was really angry …
den i njoyed a lot at party then went fr a late nite mvi…
i thot of rplying her..bt after wat she did..i coulnt bring myself to do so…so i didnt respond at all…
i mean i was some steps away yet she didnt.wish me…n she thnks she cn call me.nytym n i shall pik up..
we even came across each other ..i was sitting with a frnd of mine (girl) outside the cafetaria in the college and i cud see she came to a far ditance where we both cud c each other but i didnt show her i was noticing she came towards me a bit then she went the other side then again she came towards me a bit then away…..
even then she didnt wish me….my bday ..
i wished her rite at the stroke of midnite and she was soo happy about it…and wat did she do?
ok i get u …
she didnt wish me on my bday at all ….im really sry that im being stubborn bt its difficult ….
we met today she took a small help n den on our ways….
later she met one of.my seniors at mall and they tlked about me.
she told no matter what she wont go back to me and then she told him that she had forgiven me and then because i went and talked to that girl whom i had a crush whom she thot i liked more ..she knew we were in same summer course and i had to tlk to her regading studies and i honestly told her and asked her to frgv me…but that time she blocked me and since then we majorly tlked after vacations gt over…
she blames me.fr talking to her regarding studies and being honest to her and telling her everything..
but if she had decided that tym only why did she behaved like a gf wen we met in clg …why did she played with my emotions…
i m too heartbroken and angry on her…for doing this to me…
i have my bday tmrw nite she will call at nite bt i wont recieve insted ill ca her in the morning telling an excuse…
i try but i am unable to stop obsessing over her.
i dont show it to her or talk to her when we see each other we simply ignore but i am an over thinker and i dnt have the luxury of really good friend.
she was my only good friend that i lost and i cnt seem to overcome the loss.
my worst problem is im a overthinker.
plz hlp me …
i have my bday in two days she will call at nite but i think i will not respond and instead dall in the morning with an excuse.
my problem is that is trusting the wrong people some days back she even gave me a call and said that she forgives me for both the mistakes i.e. not giving her space and givin someone else importance .
i was like ok nice bt where does that leve us..she was clear that eveything will remain the same even after she forgives me that day we went to a cmn frnd’s bday treat together and she behaved like a girlfriend the whole time.
now she is talking to the guy i dont want her to tlk to ..hez not a good guy and he will only turn her against me.
