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hey a.z. are u there?
hey i am feeling bad again…
i just won a prelims round of a big dance competition with my crew all was going good…bt at the after party one of my frnds said that ur ex cried a lot for u that he heard frm someone…i dont know of wat time he was talking about but he doesnt knew my side of story…this thing made me upset and im upset and thninkg again…i see her hanging out jn groups and also alone with only boys …
this still upsets me….im tryin all i cn bt the thoughts keep re occuring and it all seems my fault again….thanku a.z. u have been of great help….
hey im writng after long tym im doing good …dont have anxiety having fun…i thnk about her n old memories smtyms bt i guess thats a part of process…
ok i will
i dont know y i so scared to face her of im scared that i might see her or run into her….
i hope so…
coz.most of the time it seems its goin to b ok n then its becomes worse…ok i will focus on only myself….
thnku ..i am missing her wondering wat she might be dong and all …or who she mite b wid..these thots are really bad fr me…
thank you would u mind if i still keep taking your help…
because knowing my nature she will be around and seeing her makes me weak all the time…ok if u say so ill jst focus on NC n become the best version of myself…
i have started many positive things recently lets c how this all turns up…
thats the whole point i cnt c my frnds and family wont let me do dat …n evn she has become a different person..earlier she was sweet and down to earth person now she has somewhat of a superiority complex that im nt gud enof and she thinks tha every person in the world is bettr than me….
ok if u say so ill do it..but i dnt thnk she will ever contact again…
ok but in the end i was so frusterated that i shouted and disconnetced the call..
i saw her this morning and inside i feel week and bad really bad…
ok ill start it again n make sure i wnt break it…bt she told all kinds of bullshit that she likes someone..and that brother of mine is better than me and some guy dropped her off at the station wen she was goin home..i mean y she is telling me all that knowing it wont hav a gud effect on me…
yesterday before the msg in the eve after clg we crossed paths she had an attitude so did i…
bt knowing about other guy its still feels bad smwhere..
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