The "waiting game" So nervous…

[man from finland]

You can read my going on with me and my ex on earlier posts 🙂
and hello how is everybody doing?

Im kinda nervous..why? well today was kinda surprising,morning started like usually my ex gf send me a good morning text on the whats app before me ( she had woke up earlier than me) i replied good morning 🙂 and started to do my own thing during that morning.

Few hours later i got text to whats app from my ex gf,there was im interested to play some time board games with her two friends who if remember right are couple ( i havent never met them,they are my ex gf friends who she met during our breakup,to get over me) so i replied can i think little time because i just woke up little while a go and was still little sleep,because i fell back to sleep after my good morning text to my ex gf.

Little later i text my ex gf,where that question comes from? was she playing boards games last sunday with them and i was on her mind and did she longed for me company to there? ( i remembered that she sayed about board game at sunday when she was with me last week a couple of days)

She replied. yes,maybe i longed for my company,i dunno.
I thought you yes 🙂

So i texted: Okey 🙂 hmm lets give you question back 😀 how you felt if i sayed her girlfriend? 🙂 and what comes to that board game i can think about it sometime..

little later i texted her: ( i was on busy situation so i wasnt able write all on one go) I had to ask that because,last time we spend time together and how it made you feel and you asking that about the board games and i have been in her mind during it while playing 🙂 cya 😉 need to go and do stuff..

hour later i got text from my ex gf: If i agree,so what are you waiting for me at that stage?

I replied:So if you accept to be my girlfriend?Well
no I do not I wait anything else that i can trust you and spend some time together time to time, like last time and when you are ready, so sex as a couple.but if we started to be together and you wasnt ready for it,i would wait because you are worth it and you give me good feeling just when you give me company and make me smile 🙂

because i liked to make food with her and spend some time together other stuff than just playing games and when we just talked.i dont wait that we was together like shirt and bottom if we start daiting,because its good that we can do our own stuff time to time.

(didnt get any answer those text during this day)

So i texted her: Good night 🙂
The weather answer any it dont replace anything between us and i still wanna see her and spend time with you,because you are important to me and we are allready have talked earlier this kinda talk and still enjoyed each others company and could spend time together.i continue this game with me friend.see you

[anthurium]

Good luck 🙂

[man from finland]

Thank you 🙂 i think i need it even tough everything has going kinda positively this far 😀 its like 0.39 time at the moment and finland and i dont feel sleepy because little nervous 😀 but i give her time and space now,because she knows now how i feel and what i want and what happens when she answers..

[man from finland]

Well i got my answer today on message:Morning,im not ready to be a girlfriend.

so i texted back:Morning,ok i had to ask it because you havent earlier ask me spend time with your friends.Do you still wanna see me and spend time with me?

she replied.I want if you want..

so i replied back:i allready did say it yesterday 🙂 of course i want 🙂 because you are important to me..

She replied: ok 🙂 and i wanna go play those board games too with you and you are important too.

I replied back: ok 🙂 i dunno can we go there just “as a friends” i bet they see right away that i like you and we are so close 🙂 so that”s why too i asked what i asked yesterday.

She replied: why not?

i text back: i have to say about this thing,even if that could be fun,i cant go there and “act out” something im not are.especially because they are your friends who i havent never met from the time when you tried to get over me.So i can come play board games when we are on relationship,because i would feel odd act out to be “just a friend” and behave like that,because i like you and the way we have been spending time together it would be difficult not to hug or kiss you in one point because you are beatiful 😉

She replied:ok i understand.hug*

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