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You know, a couple hours ago, I began thinking about “how could my ex do all of that horrible stuff to me? how could he be with other women? how could he hurt me so bad? how could he claim to even love me?” and I almost began to start crying, but I stopped myself and I said to myself “I will cry another day. But as for right now it doesn’t matter.” I’ve gotten on with the rest of my night since then.
I have no promises to how easy it will become. But I’m not saying it won’t become easy within some way shape or form.
It’s a lot easier during the day to ward off the bad feelings, but at night, it’s not nearly as effective. Today’s one of the hard days because I can’t stop thinking about it. I try and remember all the advice I’ve given to y’all and all the advice y’all have given to me, that I don’t know the future and that exes always come back eventually, but it’s just a feeling I can’t shake at the moment and it’s difficult to move past and cheer myself up
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