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Plus I feel like the people around her will encourage her decision, which is fine of course. Healthy even. Her friends seem like tough cookies, heads on straight kind. One of them went through some troubles with a guy before we broke up and from what I heard they were all pretty ruthless about it, bar the one dating him of course. He was an asshole to be fair mind, cheater and such. Plans with the girls this weekend will probably be a big ‘get over your ex’ night out most likely.
I’m speculating of course, my favourite past time as usual, brings nothing but trouble.
Morning. I have thought about what happens if this all doesn’t work out for me. I will be disappointed, but I will not be the wreck that I was a month ago or a few months ago.
I have gotten myself into a better place, and I will overcome any set backs now. If she is happy in life then who am I to interfere anymore. Of course, I now know that she isn’t happy. The reasons have yet to be fully revealed. But yesterday was revealing in ways. She turned to me in her time of crisis. She thought that I would have a way to help her. Which I did! And I didn’t do anything to suggest that I was anything but fully in control. I will admit that i was excited and nervous at times whilst texting her.I’ve realised that life goes on. Life can be great if only we would allow it to be. You are an intelligent man Charlie. You will have a good life. Are you going to wallow in this set back forever? Or are you going to get up and walk on? Enjoy life. And only then will she come running back into it.
Prepare a big Thing for her. Don’t give up. Be ready for the next time you see her. Would you be willing to move there?
Balls. My head is a bit all over the place now. Wondering what the hell that was about yesterday. If it meant anything etc. Need to Focus on me now. Damn
Hello Charlie. No Panic. I can cope.
She text a few minutes ago. Hey you. Feeling better today. Thanks for yesterday. Where do you go to the gym.
I’ll leave it a while to reply. Think of something vague and cool to reply. But at least she text. She is making first contact all the time. I Need to be careful not to be friend zoned here. So, I will fire a few texts over and back and then make my excuses and get off the phone.
I am going to a therapis/psychologist today. Went for one sitting in october but because of insurance and me going back home etc it just starts now. I am a lot better mentally than I was in october but it should be good None the less.
How are you?
Not great, miss her a lot today. Went to order those flowers and they’re now out of stock, feeling prety angry! Keep missing chances.
Don’t be so pessimistic. Surely they have other flowers.
Maybe better ones. Or they could make up a Bouquet with lots of different flowers. What will you put in the note? That’s the biggie!
Think about that.
Are you doing anything different to take your mind off all this? Like a new Club or something odd?
Anyway, the note. Don’t confess your undying love for her. Just go with something cool
Will she know that they are from you?
Maybe just; From Charlie.
(Is Charlie actually your Name? I will confess that Patrick isn’t mine. But Patrick D means something)
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