Meeting up with his mum..

[Annakis]

Sounds like the harder part of your job is getting him to meet again then!

[KD1988]

I could be completely wrong! Lol.
Oh yeah definitely. He won’t meet me. I’m not gonna push him. Literally going to leave him to it.

[Annakis]

Good plan! 🙂

[KD1988]

Haha yeah took me all day to come up with that haha

[KD1988]

@pineappleblue @malinda how are you doing? X

[pineappleblue]

Hi lovely! Having a crappy day again today and just frustrated at everything! 🙁 I move into my new place tomorrow and I genuinely didn’t think it would come to this without him coming back! How bad is that?
Sorry I haven’t been on much today, had the most hellish stressful day at work and haven’t had a second to breathe x

[KD1988]

Oh no 🙁 moving day is exciting though!! Try to focus on the positives.
Wish I could help!! X

[pineappleblue]

It is and I’m sure I’ll be excited tomorrow, I just miss him so much! We should be doing this together 🙁
Thanks lovely! x

[KD1988]

Aw it’s bound to be hard. Just try to focus on the good! I’m having a very up and down day myself so I know how you feel and am here x

[pineappleblue]

Yeah I will do 🙂 it’s just going to take a while to get my head around it!
Aww no! We’re not doing great are we?

[KD1988]

Of course it will hun. We are all here though to help you 🙂 rant away at any point!!
Haha no last few days haven’t been great! X

[pineappleblue]

We need to get strong again don’t we? 🙂
I guess on Monday I’ll have a better idea.. I’m so nervous but so ready to see him! Even if it’s just as friends! x

[KD1988]

We do! I feel better after chatting with my dad about it. Even he said do no contact and it will have an affect on him lol. I was thinking today that he has me right where he wants me, he knows he can text me and I’ll reply, he knows I’m a back up option etc so if I take that away from him he will really have to think about it. I’ve had 4 guys ask me out on dates recently which never happens and I’ve said no, so maybe I should take the plunge and actually go on one!!

I bet you are nervous, I would be too! But it’s good that you are ready 🙂 you are strong enough for it x

[pineappleblue]

Yes definitely go on one 🙂 enjoy yourself!
That is true, you need to be missing for him to miss you!
I am strong enough, I know I am, I just don’t know what to expect 🙂 x

[KD1988]

Not sure I would enjoy it though! Id really have to push myself to go! And just not sure I’m there yet.

He won’t be missing me otherwise. And I need a break from him I think. This talking but not talking is really messing me up something bad.

Yeah! It’s the unknown that is scary!! X

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