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Later on, I saw her walk by and go into her room so I text her this as my farewell I guess:
“I’m sorry for being such an extra stresser and burden on you, and I know it probably makes you feel difficult for you to get away from me since I’ve been staying here. But, I’ll be gone by Sunday so I’m sorry for any inconvenience I’ve caused you. Hope you have a good one. “Why were you sleeping in your car and then at your ex’s mother’s place and now you have to be out by Sunday? Do you have a full time job (sounds like part time weekends?). What about staying with your parent(s)?
The morning after I slept in my car I went to her house to do yard work because she pays me. She told me forget about the yard work and that I could take a shower and lay down before work. And no, I usually work about 4-5 days a week. But that was only because I was still living with my parents because I’m only 19. But that was impossible after I got kicked out of the house. I my manager gave me this week off because he said he didn’t want me to have to worry about it. But I told him I’ll take as many hours as I can. But I picked up 2 shifts this weekend. And I don’t live with my parents because my dad kicked me out.
Her mom felt sorry for me and let me stay the night and then let me spend a couple nights, she showed no sign of it being an issue until she dropped it all on me tonight
I had my ex over at the house while he was out of town and that made him deepsearch my room and he found weed.
Nevermind, I’ve gotten my answer. I can’t believe I wasted all my time on some bullshit.
Hahahaha and she’s going to see a “friend” tonight already. Icing on the fucking cake.
This will sound very harsh and sorry if I’m wrong about it. I think your ex loves you, but she’s disappointed in the way you’ve conducted yourself and your life so far. Maybe if you stopped using the weed and stop drinking, get a decent place to live (like your own apartment), she would have more respect and trust in you. I know you’re angry right now about her and your life situation, but you can improve all of it and make the necessary changes if you try harder. Sure, it would be tough, but not trying will only prolong your difficulties or make things worse. If you straighten out you life and can’t afford your own place, maybe your father would allow you to go back there to live. Maybe think about cutting out the swearing too. Sorry again, just some thoughts..
I generally don’t swear unless I get really upset, I’m sorry. You’re right. I’ve just been in this slump it feels I can’t get out of for the past couple years now. I hope I can prove everyone wrong and become a good person.
I’m not angry, I’m just wore out and it’s hard to have a decent mindset in this situation. I guess maybe this is the last time I’ll ever see her and she won’t even speak to me.
And she doesn’t make it seem like she’s disappointed. It almost feels like she’s talking down to me.
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