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Hey, I truly think I need to do no contact again (but this time forever). I need to work on me to the point I no longer give a fuck as I can see that I am gonna be lead on by a person I chose to leave as the relationship wasn’t right in the first place. I think when I no longer give a fuck she will either come back or not, either way I will no longer give a fuck ahah this pain hurts so bad and I miss her so much, but I truly believe yesterday was her attempt at keeping me in her pocket so she can a) ween off me slowly to achieve closure properly, or, b) she wants to see where other things go and is keeping me as an option in case new ventures don’t work out. Either way, neither of those things are things that work for me and things that I deserve. I left her because she was truly nasty to me, and because of that our relationship became toxic.I need to remind myself of this, and I deserve better. I need to remember my worth. She obviously has no gripes about how she treats me, in and out of the relationship and thats cool, but she will realise one day what she has lost, and if she doesn’t, it won’t matter because i will no longer give a fuck. Right now Im really sad though hahaha
Essentially after mine and her talk yesterday, she talked for a bit via text, which we had been doing solidly and all day for a week, but now has gone AWOL for over 12 hours. I don’t presume to know what she is doing in this time, but either way it has become apparent that I no longer mean enough to text back promptly, which honestly makes me realise that she is not anticipating my messages in the way that I thought.
If it was a toxic relationship and if she was nasty towards you then yes indefinite NC is the best thing for you. You should be with someone who treats you like you deserve not someone keeps you dangling on her hook.
So enjoy some time for now, pick yourself and keep on keeping on.
If it was a toxic relationship and if she was nasty towards you then yes indefinite NC is the best thing for you. You should be with someone who treats you like you deserve not someone keeps you dangling on her hook.
So enjoy some time for now, pick yourself and keep on keeping on.
YES!! I think we keep dangling to long in memories. I’m in the same situation. I know it’s btter to move on but it’s that little hope that messes with the head.
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